The Boy in the Dress

The Boy in the Dress by David Williams Read by Matt Lucas at David Williams

Chapter 1 No Hugging

Dennis was different. When he looked in the mirror, he saw an ordinary 12-year-old boy, but he felt different. His thoughts were full of colour and poetry, though his life could be very boring.

The story I'm going to tell you begins here, in Dennis's ordinary house on an ordinary street in an ordinary town. His house was nearly exactly the same as all the others in the street.

One house had double glazing, another did not. One had a gravel drive, another had crazy paving. One had a voxel cavalier in the drive, another a voxel astra. Tiny differences that only really pointed out the sameness of everything.

It was also ordinary. Something extraordinary just had to happen. Dennis lived with his dad, who did have a name, but Dennis just called him dad, so I will too, and his older brother John, who was 14.

Dennis found it frustrating that his brother would always be two years older than him, and bigger, and stronger. Dennis' mum had left home a couple of years ago. Before that, Dennis used to creep out of his room and sit at the top of the stairs and listened to his mum and dad shout at each other until one day the shouting stopped.

She was gone. Dad banned John and Dennis from ever mentioning mum again, and soon after she left he went around the house and took down all the photographs of her and burnt them in a big bonfire.

But Dennis managed to save one. One solitary photograph escaped the flames, dancing up into the air from the heat of the fire before floating through the smoke and onto the hedge. As dusk fell, Dennis snuck out and retrieved the photo.

It was charred and blackened around the edges, and at first his heart sank, but when he turned it to the light, he saw that the image was as bright and clear as ever. It showed a joyful scene, a younger John and Dennis with Mum at the beach, Mum wearing a lovely yellow dress with flowers on it.

Dennis loved that dress. It was full of colour and life, and soft to the touch. When Mum put it on, it meant the summer had arrived. It had been warm outside after she left. It hadn't really been summer in their house again.

In the picture, Dennis and his brother were in swimming trunks holding ice cream cones. Vanilla ice creams smeared around their smiling mouths. Dennis kept the photo in his pocket and looked at it secretly every day.

His mum looked so achingly beautiful in it, even though her smile was uncertain. Dennis stared at it for hours on end, trying to imagine what she had been thinking when it was taken.

After mum left, dad didn't say much, but when he did, he would often shout. So Dennis ended up watching a lot of television, and especially his favourite show, Trisha. Dennis had seen a Trisha episode about people with depression, and thought maybe his dad had that.

Dennis loved Trisha. It was a daytime talk show where ordinary people were given the opportunity to talk about their problems, or yell abuse at their relatives, and it was all presided over by kindly looking but judgmental woman conveniently called Tricia.

For a while Dennis thought that life without his mum would be some kind of adventure. He'd stay up late, eat takeaways and watch rude comedy shows. However, as the days turned into weeks and the weeks turned into months and the months turned into years he realised that it wasn't an adventure at all. It was just sad. Dennis and John sort of loved each other in that way they had to because they were brothers.

But John tested this love quite often by doing things he thought were funny, like sitting on Dennis's face and farting. If farting had been an Olympic sport, a time of writing, I'm told it isn't, which I feel is a shame, he would have won a number of gold medals and probably received a knighthood from the Queen.

Now listener, you might be thinking, does their mum had left? The two brothers would be brought closer together. Sadly, it only drove them apart. Unlike Dennis, John was full of silent rage with his mum for leaving, and agreed with Dad that it was better never to mention her again.

It was one of the rules of the house. No talking about mum, no crying, and worst of all, no hugging. Dennis on the other hand was full of sadness. Sometimes he missed his mum so much that he cried in bed at night.

He tried to cry as quietly as possible because he and his brother shared a room and he didn't want John to hear. But one night Dennis's sobs woke John up. Dennis? Dennis? What are you crying for now?

Demanded John from his bed. I don't know, it's just, well, I just wish that Mum was here at everything. Came the reply from Dennis. Well don't cry. She's gone and she's not coming back.

You don't know that. She's never coming back Dennis. Now stop crying, only girls cry. But Dennis couldn't stop crying. The pain ebbed and flowed inside him like the sea, crashing down on him, almost drowning him in tears.

He didn't want to upset his brother though, so he cried as quietly as he possibly could. So why was Dennis so different, I hear you ask? After all, this boy lived in an ordinary house, in an ordinary street, in an ordinary town.

Well, I'm not going to tell you why yet, but the clue might be in the title of this book.

Chapter 2 – Fat Dad

Dennis' dad jumped up and down and shouted with joy. Then he pulled Dennis into a tight hug. To Neil! He said, we showed him, eh, son? Yes, I know I said there was no hugging in Dennis' house, but this was different.

It was football. In Dennis' house, talking about football was easier than talking about feelings. John and Dad all love football and together they shared the highs and more often lows of supporting their local third division team.

But as soon as the match finished and the referee blew his whistle, it was as if that sound also signalled a return to their strict no-hugging policy. Dennis did miss being hugged.

His mum had hugged him all the time. She was so warm and soft he loved being held by her. Most children can't wait to grow up and get bigger, but Dennis missed being small and being picked up by his mother, it was in her arms that he had felt most safe.

It was a shame Dennis's dad hardly ever hugged him. Fat people are good at hugs. They're nice and soft, like a big comfy sofa. Oh yes, didn't I mention, dad was fat. Really fat. Dad worked as a long distance lorry driver. And all that sitting down and driving had taken its toll. He only stretched his legs to go to the service station café and eat various combinations of eggs, sausage, bacon, beans and chips. Sometimes after breakfast dad would eat two packets of crisps. He just got fatter and fatter after mum left. Dennis had seen a Trisha episode about a man called Barry who was so fat he couldn't wipe his own bum. The studio audience were told about his daily food intake and oozed and awed with a strange mixture of delight and

horror. Then Trisha asked him, Barry just the fact that you have to get your mum or dad to wipe your... underneath, not make you want to lose weight? Tricia, I just love my food!" Was Barry's smirking reply.

Tricia put it to Barry that he was... Comfort-eating. Tricia was good with phrases like that. She had after all been through a lot of difficult times herself. Barry cried a bit at the end, and as the credits rolled, Tricia smiled sadly and gave him a hug.

But it was hard for her to really get her arms around Barry as he was the size of a small bungalow. Dennis wondered whether his dad was comfort-eating too, having one more sausage or slice of fried bread at breakfast to, in Trisha's words, fill the emptiness inside.

But he didn't dare share that thought with his dad. Dad wasn't keen on Dennis watching the show anyway. He said, ah, it's just for girls, Dad. Dennis dreamed of one day having his own Trisha episode.

With the title, My Brother's Farts Smell Well Bad, or My Dad Has a Chocolate Hobnob Problem. Dad ate a whole packet of the admittedly Moorish biscuits every day when he got home from work.

So when Dennis, his dad and John played football, Dad would always go in goal, because he was so fat. He liked it because it meant he didn't have to run around that much. The goal was an upturned bucket and an empty beer keg, a remnant from a long-forgotten barbecue they'd once had when Mum was still around. They didn't have barbecues anymore.

more. These days they had battered sausages from the local chippy or bowls of cereal, even when it wasn't breakfast. What Dennis loved most about playing football with his family was that he was the best. Even though his brother was two years older, Dennis could run rings around him in the garden, tackling, dribbling and scoring with great skill. And it wasn't like it was easy to get the ball past that, not because dad was good in goal, it was just he was so big. On Sunday mornings, Dennis used to play football for his local club. He dreamed of being a professional footballer, but after his mum and dad split, he stopped going. He'd always relied on his mum to give him a lift. Dad couldn't take him as he was forever

driving up and down the country in his lorry, trying to make ends meet. So Dennis's dream floated quietly away. Dennis did play football for his school, though, and was his team's number one shooter? Sorry listener, I must look this up. Ah, striker. Yes. Dennis was his team's number one striker, scoring over a million goals in a year. Excuse me again, listener. I don't know much about football. Maybe a million is too much? A thousand? A hundred? Two? Whatever. He scored the most goals. As a result, Dennis was incredibly popular with his teammates, except the captain Gareth, who picked Dennis up on every little mistake on the pitch. Dennis suspected that Gareth was jealous of him because he was a

better footballer. Gareth was one of those boys who are unusually large for their age. In fact, you wouldn't be surprised to find out he was really five years older than everyone else in his year, but he had just been held back on account of being a bit thick.

Once Dennis was off school with a really bad cold on a match day. He had just finished watching that day's Tricia, a gripping episode about a woman who discovered she was having an affair with her own husband. Then he was looking forward to some Heinz tomato soup and his second favorite show, Loose Women, where a panel of angry looking ladies debated important issues of the day like diets and leggings. But just as the signature tune was starting, there was a knock at the door. Dennis got up grumpily. It was Darvish, Dennis's best friend at school.

Dennis, we desperately need you to play today. Pleaded Darvish. I'm sorry Darvish, I'm just not feeling well. I can't stop sneezing or coughing. Achoo! See? Replied Dennis. But it's the quarter finals today.

We've always got knocked out at the quarter finals before. Please? Dennis sneezed again. Achoo! It was such a strong sneeze he thought he was going to turn inside out. Please? said Darvish hopefully as he discreetly wiped some of Dennis's stray snot from his tie.

Okay, I'll try. Cough Dennis. Yes! exclaimed Darvish as if victory was already theirs. Dennis gulped down a couple of mouthfuls of soup, grabbed his kit and ran out of the house. Darvish's mum was sitting in her little red Ford Fiesta outside with the engine running.

She worked on the till at Sainsbury's but lived to see her son play football. She was the proudest mum in the world, which always made her son squirm a little. Thank goodness you have come, Dennis," she said as Dennis clambered onto the back seat.

The team needs you today. It's a very important match, without doubt the most important match of the season. Just drive, please, Mum," said Darvish. All right, all right, we're going. Don't talk to your mother like that, Darvish," she shouted, pretending to be angrier than she really was. She put her foot on the accelerator and the car lurched uncertainly off towards the school playing fields.

�Oh, you've decided to come, have you?� growled Gareth as they pulled up. Not only was he bigger than everyone else, he had a deeper voice and was disturbingly hairy for a boy his age. When he showered, he looked like a big monkey.

�Sorry, Gareth, I just wasn't feeling well. I have a pretty bad� Before Dennis could say cold, he sneezed again even more violently than before. Oh, er, sorry Gareth, said Dennis, wiping a small loop of snot from Gareth's ear with the tissue.

Let's just do this. Said Gareth. Feeling weak with illness, Dennis ran onto the school pitch with his team, coughing and spluttering all the way. Good luck boys, especially my son Darvish.

And of course his friend Dennis, let's win this full. Shouted Darvish's mum from the side of the pitch. My mum is like, so embarrassing." Rumbled Darvish. �I think it's cool she comes,� said Dennis.

�My dad's never seen me playing in a match. �Let's see a nice girl from you today, please, Darvish, my son.� �Hmm. Maybe she is a bit embarrassing,� agreed Dennis. That afternoon they were playing St Kenneth's School for Boys, one of those schools where the pupils felt a little superior just because their parents had to pay for them to go there.

They were a good team though, and within the first ten minutes it scored. The pressure was immediately on, and Darvish stole the ball off a boy who looked twice his size and passed it to Dennis.

Lovely tackle, DeSon! shouted Darvish's mum. The thrill of possessing the ball made Dennis forget his cold for a moment, and he weaved his way through the defence and approached the goalkeeper, a luxuriant-haired boy sporting brand new kit, who was probably called Oscar or Tobias or something.

All of a sudden they were face to face and Dennis sneezed again uncontrollably. The snot exploded onto the goalie's face, blinding him for a moment and all Dennis needed to do was tap the ball past the line.

Foul! shouted the goalkeeper, but the referee allowed it. It was foul, but not technically a foul. I'm sorry about that, said Dennis, he really hadn't meant to do it. Don't worry, it is you! exclaimed Darvish's mum.

I always carry a packet with me. She hurtled onto the pitch, hitching up a sari to avoid the mud and ran up to the goalie. There you go, push boy! She said, handing him the tissue.

Darvish rolled his eyes at his mother's one-woman pitch invasion. The goalie tearfully wiped Dennis' mucus from his floppy hair. Personally, I think St.Kinnis doesn't stand a chance.

She added. Mom! shouted Darvish. Sorry, sorry, play on! Four goals later, one from Dennis, one from Gareth, one from Darvish, and one accidental deflection from Darvish's mum and the game was won.

You are thrown to the seaboys! exclaimed Darvish's mum as she drove the boys home, beeping out tunes on the Ford Fiesta's horn in celebration. For her, it was as if England had won the World Cup.

Oh please don't come mum, I beg you, not if you're going to do that again. Dario Darvish, you know I wouldn't miss the next game for the world. Oh you make me so proud. Darvish and Dennis looked at each other and smiled.

For a moment their victory on the pitch made them feel like they own the universe. Even Dad raised a smile when Dennis told him that his team were through to the semi-finals. But Dad wasn't going to stay happy for long.

Chapter 3 Under the Mattress

What the hell is this? Said Dad. His eyes were popping out. He was so angry. It's a magazine, replied Dennis. I can see it's a magazine. Dennis wondered why his dad was asking. If he already knew what it was, but he kept that thought to himself.

It's Vogue magazine, Dad. I see it's Vogue magazine. Dennis fell silent. He had bought the magazine from the news agents a few days before. Dennis liked the picture on the cover. It was of a pretty girl in an even prettier yellow dress, with what looked like roses sewn onto the front, and it really reminded him of the dress his mum was wearing in the photograph he'd kept.

He just had to buy it, even though the magazine was £3.80 and he only got £5 a week pocket money. Only 17 schoolchildren allowed in at one time read the sign in the news agent's shop window.

The shop was run by a very jolly man called Raj, who laughed even when nothing funny was happening. He laughed when he said your name as you walked through the door, and that was just what he did when Dennis went into the shop.

Seeing Raj laugh, it was impossible not to laugh too. This visited Raj's shop most days on his way to or from school, sometimes just to chat to Raj and after he picked up the copy of Vogue he felt a twinge of embarrassment.

He knew it was usually women who bought it, so he also picked up a copy of shoot on his way to the counter, hoping to hide the Vogue underneath it. But after ringing up the shoot magazine on the till, Raj paused.

He looked at the Vogue magazine and then at Dennis. Dennis gulped. Are you sure you want this, Dennis? Ask Raj. Vogue is mainly read by ladies and your drama teacher, Mr Howard. Um, Dennis hesitated. It's a present for a friend, Raj. It's her birthday.

Oh, I see. Maybe you'd like some wrapping paper to go with it. Um, okay. Dennis smiled. Raj was a wonderful businessman and very skilled at getting you to buy things you didn't really want.

The wrapping paper is over there by the greetings cards. Dennis reluctantly wandered over. Oh! said Raj excited. Maybe you need a card to go with it too. Let me help. Raj bounded out from behind the counter and began to proudly show Dennis his range of cards.

These are very popular with the ladies. Flowers. Ladies love flowers. He pointed out another. Kittens, look at these lovely kittens and puppies! Raj was really excited now. Look at those lovely puppies.

They're so beautiful, Dennis, that they make me want to cry!" Um, said Dennis, looking at the card with puppies on it, trying to understand why it might make someone shed actual tears.

Does this lady friend of yours prefer kittens or puppies? Raj asked. I'm not sure, said Dennis, unable to think what this lady friend of his might like, if she existed. Puppies, I think, Raj.

Puppies it is! These puppies are so beautiful I want to kiss them all over." Dennis tried to nod his head in agreement but his head wouldn't move. Is this the wrapping paper okay? Asked Raj as he pulled out a roll of what looks suspiciously like unsold Christmas wrapping paper.

It's got Father Christmas on it Raj. Yes Dennis and he's wishing you a very happy birthday. Said Raj confidently. I think I'll just leave it thanks. By one extra roll I'll give you a third free.

said Raj. No thanks. Three rolls for the price of two. That's a very good offer. No thanks, said Dennis again. Seven rolls for the price of five? Dennis only got a D in maths, so wasn't sure if that was a better offer or not.

But he didn't want seven rolls of Father Christmas wrapping paper, especially in March. So again he said, no thanks. Eleven rolls for the price of eight? No thanks. You're a madman, Dennis! That's three rolls free!

But I really don't need eleven rolls of wrapping paper, said Dennis. Okay, okay! said Raj. Let me just put these through the till for you. Dennis followed Raj to the till. He glanced briefly at the sweets on the counter.

Work magazine, shoot magazine, card and… Now you're rying up my yokey-bar, aren't you? Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! said Raj, laughing. Well, I was just… Take one! No thanks. Take one! It's okay.

Please, Dennis, I want you to have a yokey-bar. I don't really like Yorkie bars. Everyone likes Yorkie bars! Please take one. Dennis smiled and picked up a Yorkie. Won Yorkie bar 60 pence.

Said Raj. Dennis's face dropped. So that's £5 in total please. Continued the shopkeeper. Dennis rummaged in his pocket and pulled out some coins. As my favourite customer. Said Raj.

I give you a discount. Oh, thank you said Dennis. £4.99 pence please. Dennis had walked half way up the street Before he heard a voice shout, "'Sello tape!' He looked round. Raj was holding a large box of sellotape.

"'You need sellotape to wrap the present!' "'Oh, no thanks,' said Dennis politely. "'We've got someone home!' "'Fifteen rounds for the price of thirteen!' Raj shouted. Dennis smiled and carried on walking.

He felt a sudden surge of excitement. He couldn't wait to get home and open the magazine, and gaze at its hundreds of glossy, colourful pages. He walked faster, then started jogging, and when he really couldn't contain his excitement anymore, he started running. When he got home, Dennis bounded upstairs. He closed the bedroom door, lay down on his bed, and turned the first page. Like a treasure box from an old film, the magazines seemed to shine a golden light on his face.

The first hundred pages were all adverts, but in a way, they were the best bit. pages and pages of glorious photographs of beautiful women in beautiful clothes and makeup and jewelry and shoes and bags and sunglasses. Names like Yves Saint Laurent, Christian Dior, Tom Ford, Alexander McQueen, Louis Vuitton, Mark Jacobs and Stella McCartney ran underneath the images. Dennis didn't know who any of them were but he loved the way their names looked on the page. The adverts were followed by a few pages of writing.

They looked boring, so we didn't read them. Then pages and pages of fashion shoes. These were not very different from the adverts, featuring more beautiful women in photographs that were moody and fabulous.

The magazine even smelled exotic, as it had special pages where you pulled open a flap to have a sniff of the newest perfume. Dennis poured over every page, mesmerised by the dresses, their colour, their length, their cut.

He could lose himself in the pages forever. The glamour, the beauty, the perfection. Suddenly he heard a key in the door. Dennis? Hi bro, where are you? It was John. Dennis quickly hid the magazine under his mattress.

He knew somehow that he didn't want his brother to see it. He opened the bedroom door and called down as innocently as he could from the top of the stairs. I'm just up here. What are you doing?

John as he leaped up the stairs, a jaffa cake in his mouth. Oh, nothing, just got home. Do you want to have a kick-a-bat in the garden? Yeah, okay. But all the time they played, Dennis couldn't help thinking about the magazine.

It was as if it was glowing like gold from under the mattress. That night, when his brother was in the bath, he quietly lifted the copy of Vogue from under the mattress and silently turned the pages, studying every hem, every stitch, fabric. Every moment he could, Dennis returned to this glorious world. It was his narnia, only without the talking lion that's supposed to be Jesus. But Dennis' escape to that magical world of glamour ended the day his dad discovered the magazine.

I can see it's vogue. What I want to know is why a son of mine wants to look at a fashion magazine. It sounded like a question, but there was such anger and force in Dad's voice, Dennis wasn't sure if he really wanted an answer.

Not that Dennis could think of one anyway. I just like it. It's only pictures and things about dresses and that. I can say that. Said Dad, looking at the magazine. And that was when he paused and a funny look crossed his face.

He studied the cover for a moment. The girl in the flowery frock. That dress is like the one you have. Yes, Dad? Nothing, Dennis, nothing. Dad looked for a moment like he was going to cry.

It's okay, Dad, said Dennis softly, and he slowly moved his hand and placed it over his dad's. He remembered doing the same with his mum once, and Dad had made her cry. He remembered how strange it felt too, a little boy comforting a grown-up.

Dad let Dennis hold his hand for a moment, before moving it away embarrassed. He raised his voice again. Nah, son, it's just not right. Dressy's weird. Well, Dad, what are you doing looking under my mattress in the first place?

In truth, Dennis knew exactly why his dad was looking under his mattress. Dad owned a copy of a rude magazine, like the ones on the top shelf at Raj's shop. Sometimes, John would sneak into their dad's room and smuggle it out and look at it. Dennis looked at it too sometimes, but didn't find it all that exciting. He was disappointed when the ladies took their clothes off. He preferred looking at what they were wearing.

Anyway, when John borrowed his father's magazine, it wasn't really like when he borrowed a book from the library. There wasn't an inlay card that would have to be stamped by a bespectacled librarian, and you didn't incur fines if you returned it late. So John usually just kept it.

Dennis guessed his dad's magazine had gone missing again, and he'd been looking for it when he found the copy of Vogue. Well, I was just looking under your mattress because... Dad looked uncomfortable and then angry.

Well, it doesn't matter why I was looking under your mattress. I'm your dad. I can look under your mattress any time I like. He finished his speech with a tone of triumph grown up sometimes used when they are talking nonsense and they know it.

This is Dad Brandish the magazine. This is going in the dustbin, son. But Dad, Dennis protested. Uh, I'm sorry, it's just not right. A boy your age reading Vogue magazine. He said Vogue magazine, as if he was talking a foreign language he didn't understand.

It's just not right. It's just not right. It's just not right. He muttered over and over as he left the room. It's just not right. Dennis sat on the edge of his bed. He listened as his dad clumped his way down the stairs and then lifted the dustbin lit.

Finally he heard a clanging thud as the magazine hit the bottom of the bin.

Chapter 4 Wanting to Disappear

Morning Dennis. Or should I say Denise? Said John, laughing cruelly. I told you not to mention it! Said Dad sternly as he coated his white toast with an inch thick layer of butter.

When mum was around she'd made him have margarine and brown bread. Dennis slumped down on the kitchen table in silence, not even looking at his brother. He poured himself some rice crisps.

I've seen any nice dresses recently. Taunted John, he laughed again. I told you to leave it alone! Said Dad, even louder than before. Magazines like that are for girls, M-Wifters! Shut up!

dad. Dennis suddenly didn't feel hungry anymore and picked up his bag and walked out of the door. He slammed it behind. He could still hear dad saying, What did I say John? It's over, okay? It's in the bin.

Dennis walked unwillingly to school. He didn't want to be at home or at school. He was afraid his brother would tell somebody and he'd be laughed at. He just wanted to disappear. When he was much younger he used to believe that if he closed his eyes no one could see him. Right now, he wished it was true.

The first lesson of the day was history. Dennis liked history. They were studying the Tudor dynasty and he loved looking at the pictures of the kings and queens in all their finery.

Especially Elizabeth I, who really knew how to power dress, an expression he had read in vogue next to a shoot of a model in a beautifully cut business suit. But Dennis always found chemistry the next lesson mind-numbingly boring. He spent most of the lessons staring at the periodic table, trying to fathom what it was. When break time came, Dennis played football as usual in the playground with his friends. He was having fun until he saw John with a group of his mates. The bad boys with short hair, who the careers advisors would probably advise to become nightclub bouncers or criminals. They ambled through the middle of the makeshift pitch. Dennis held his breath. John nodded at his brother, but

said nothing. Dennis let out a sigh of relief. He was pretty sure his brother couldn't have told anyone that he'd bought a women's fashion magazine. After all, Darvish was playing football with him as he always did. They played with an old tennis ball that Darvish's dog Oddbott had chewed. It was a school rule that footballs weren't allowed in the playground in case a window got broken.

Darvish said Dennis up to score with a daring cross. Then Dennis headed the ball and it flew too high up past what was meant to be the goal and threw the window at the headmaster's office.

John and his friends stared, mouths open. The playground fell silent. You could have heard a pin drop in the unlikely event that someone would have dropped a pin at that exact moment.

Oops, said Darvish. Yes, oops, said Dennis. Oops was really an understatement. The headmaster, Mr. Hortrey, hated children. Actually, he hated everybody, probably even himself. He wore an immaculate three-piece gray suit with a charcoal-colored tie and dark-framed glasses.

His hair was meticulously combed and parted, and he had a thin black moustache. It was as if he actively wanted to look sinister, and he had a face that someone who had spent their whole life grimacing ends up with.

A permanently grimacing one. He might not be in his office, ventured Darvish hopefully. Maybe, said Dennis, gulping. At that moment, the headmaster's face peered out of the window.

He bellowed. The playground fell silent. Who kicked this ball? He held the tennis ball between his fingers, with the same sense of disgust that dog owners do when they're forced to pick up their dog's do-do.

Dennis was too scared to say anything. I asked a question. Who kicked it? Dennis gulped. I didn't kick it, sir," he offered tentatively, but I did header it. "'Detention today, boy! Four o'clock!'

"'Thank you, sir,' said Dennis, not sure what else to say." "'Because of your behaviour, all ball games in the playground are banned for today,' added Mr. Hortrey, before disappearing back into his study. A sigh of angry disappointment echoed around the playground. Dennis hated it when teachers did that, when they made everyone suffer to make you unpopular with their classmates. It was a cheap trick.

Don't worry, Dennis, said Darvish. Everyone knows Mr. Horch is a total… Yeah, I know. They sat on their bags by the wall of the science block and opened their lunchboxes, devouring the sandwiches that were meant for lunch. Dennis hadn't told Darvish about buying Vogue, but he wanted to find out what his friend thought about in a roundabout way.

Darvish was Sikh. As he was in the same year as Dennis, only 12, he didn't wear a turban yet. He wore a patka, a bobble hat type thing that kept his hair out of his face. That's because Sikh men aren't supposed to cut their hair.

There were lots of different types of kids at the school, but Darvish was the only one who wore a patka. Do you feel different, Darvish, asked Dennis? In what way? So you're the only boy in the school who has to wear one of those things on your head?

Oh that, yeah. Well with my family of course I don't. And when Mum took me to India at Christmas to visit Grandma I didn't at all. All the Sikh boys were wearing them. But at school?

At first I did, yes. I felt a bit embarrassed because I knew I looked different to everyone. Yeah. And then I suppose as people got to know me they realised I wasn't really that different. I just wear this funny thing on my head.

He laughed. Dennis laughed too. Yeah. You're just my mate, Darvish. I don't really think about that thing on your head at all. In fact, I'd quite like one. No you wouldn't. It itches like hell.

But you know, it would be boring if we were all the same, wouldn't it? It certainly would. Dennis smiled.

Chapter 5 — Just Doodling

Dennis had never had a detention before, so in a way, he was quite looking forward to it. When he turned up at Classroom 4C to report to the French teacher Miss Windsor, he noticed there was only one other person who had been sentenced to an hour's incarceration.

It was Lisa. Lisa James. Only the most beautiful girl in the school. She was super cool too, and somehow she always made her school uniform look like it was a costume in a pop video.

Even though they had never spoken, Dennis had a really big crush on Lisa. Not that anything would ever happen, though. Her being two years older and six inches taller made her literally out of reach.

Hi. Said Lisa. She had a gorgeous voice. Rough round the edges, but soft inside. Oh, hi. Um, Dennis pretended not to remember her name. Lisa, what's your name? Dennis thought for a moment about changing his name to something cooler like Brad or Dirk to try and impress her, but he realized that would be insane.

Dennis. Hi, Dennis. Said Lisa. What are you in for? I headed a ball into Hortrey's office. Cool! Said Lisa, laughing. Dennis laughed a little too. She obviously assumed that he had headed the ball into the headmaster's office on purpose, and he wasn't about to correct her.

What about you? Asked Dennis. Oh, I wasn't wearing the correct school uniform. This time Hortrey said my skirt was too short. looked down at Lisa's skirt. It was quite short. I don't care really.

She continued. I'd rather wear what I want and get the odd detention now and again. Sorry. Interrupted, Miss Windsor. It's not really meant to be any talking in detention. Miss Windsor was one of the nice teachers who didn't really enjoy telling pupils off. She would usually say, excuse me, or sorry before she did. She was probably in her late forties. Miss Windsor didn't wear a wedding ring or seemed to have any kids. She liked to exude a little French sophistication, throwing colourful silk scars over a shoulder with mock notch lines and devouring four packs of croissants from the Tesco Metro at break time.

Sorry, Miss Windsor. Dennis and Lisa smiled at each other. Dennis got back to his lines. I must not head a ball into the headmaster's window. I must not head a ball into the headmaster's window. I must not head a ball into the headmaster's window. He looked over at what Lisa was doing. Instead of her lines, she was idly sketching some dress designs.

A ball gown with a plunging back looked like it wouldn't be out of place in vogue. She turned over the page and started sketching a strapless top and pencil skirt. Next to that she drew a long flowing white suit that went in and out in all the right places.

Lisa clearly had a flair for fashion. Excuse me, I... said Miss Windsor. But you should really concentrate on your own work, Dennis. Sorry, Miss, said Dennis. He started his lines again.

I must not head a ball into the headmaster's window. I must not head a vogue into the headmaster's window. I must not read vogue into the headmaster's. Dennis sighed and rubbed out the last few lines.

He was getting distracted. After about 45 minutes, Miss Windsor looked at a watch anxiously and addressed the class of two. I'm sorry. She said, But would either of you mind if we finished this detention fifteen minutes early?

Only I would quite like to get home in time for neighbors, lest as coffee shop is reopening today after the dramatic fire. No problem, Miss," said Lisa, smiling. Don't worry, we won't tell anyone.

Oh, thank you. Said Miss Windsor, confused for a moment that somehow the roles had been reversed, and it was Dennis and Lisa who were letting her off. Do you want to walk me home, Dennis?

Asked Lisa. What? Dennis in a panic? I said, do you want to walk me home? Um, yeah. Okay. Said Dennis, trying to sound cool. Dennis felt like a celebrity as he walked down the road with Lisa.

He walked slowly so he could be with her for as long as possible. I couldn't help noticing your drawings, those dress designs. They're brilliant, said Dennis. Oh, thanks. They were nothing really, I was just doodling.

And I love the way you look. Thank you," replied Lisa, trying not to laugh. I mean dress," Dennis corrected himself. Dress! I love the way you dress. Thanks," said Lisa, smiling again.

She looked so unutterably gorgeous when she smiled that Dennis could barely look at her. Instead he looked down at her shoes, noticing they were round-toed. Beautiful shoes, he offered.

Well, thank you for noticing. round-toed shoes are in this year. Pointy-toed are out." "- Where'd you read that?" "- Vogue. I mean, you read Vogue?" Dennis caught his breath. What had he said? In all the excitement of being with Lisa, his tongue was running away with itself. Um, no, um, well, yeah, once.

"- I think that's cool." "- You do? Ask Dennis, incredulous." "- Yeah. Not nearly enough boys are into fashion." I suppose not, Dennis said. He wasn't sure if he was into fashion, or just like looking at pictures of pretty dresses, but he chose not to mention it.

Do you have a favourite designer? Lisa asked. Dennis wasn't sure if he did, but he remembered really liking one of the dresses in the magazine, a cream floor-length bullgown designed by John Galli-something.

John Galli-something? He said. John Galliano. Yeah, he's amazing. Legend. He designs all the pieces for Dior too. Dennis loved that she said pieces. That was the word they'd used in vogue for items of clothing.

Well, this is my house. Thanks Dennis. Bye. Said Lisa. Dennis's heart sank a little, that their walk was already over. She went towards the front door. Then stopped for a moment. You could come over at the weekend if you like.

She said. I've got loads of great fashion magazines I could show you. I really want to be a designer or a stylist or something when I'm older." "'Well, you are very stylish,' said Dennis. He meant it sincerely, but somehow it sounded cheesy."

"'Thank you,' said Lisa. She knew she was. Everyone knew she was." "'It's Saturday tomorrow. Is eleven o'clock any good for you?' "'Um, I think so,' said Dennis, as if any event in his past or future could prevent him from being at a house at eleven.'

See you then!" she said as she gave him a smile and passed out of view. And just like that, Dennis's world went back to normal again, like when the lights go on in the cinema at the end of a film.

Chapter 6 — Forever and a Moment

At 10.59am, Dennis was waiting outside Lisa's house. She had said 11 o'clock, but he didn't want to seem too keen, so he waited for his watch to count the seconds until 11. fifty-four, fifty-five, fifty-six, fifty-seven, fifty-eight, fifty-nine, zero. He pressed the bell.

The faint sound of Lisa's voice floated down the stairs, and the blurry vision of her through the glass of the door was enough to make his heart beat faster. Hey! she said, smiling.

Hey! he said back. Not that he ever said hey to anyone before, but he wanted to be like Lisa. Come in,' she said, and he followed her into the house. It was very similar to the one Dennis lived in, but where his was gloomy, Lisa's was full of light and colour.

There were paintings and family pictures haphazardly arranged on the walls. A sweet smell of freshly baked cake lingered in the hall. Do you want a drink? A glass of white wine, perhaps?

Said Dennis, trying to act three times his age. Lisa looked bemused for a moment. I don't have any wine. What else do you like? Ambongo? Lisa raised her eyebrows. Yeah, I think we've got some Ambongo, yeah.

She found a carton and poured a couple of glasses. Then they went upstairs to her room. Dennis instantly adored it. In truth, it was how he would like his room to be. She had pictures from fashion magazines all over the walls.

Stylish shots of beautiful women in glamorous locations. On the shelves were books about fashion or famous film stars like Audrey Hepburn or Marilyn Monroe. A sewing machine sat in the corner of the room and she had a big pile of vokes by the bed.

I'm collecting them. She said. I've got an Italian one too. It's hard to get here but it's amazing. The best vogue is Italian. Heavy though. Would you like to see it? I'd love to, said Dennis.

He had no idea there were different vokes around the world. They sat on her bed together, slowly turning the pages. The first shoot was in colour, but featured dresses that were only black or white, or a combination of the two.

Wow! That dress is gorgeous, said Dennis. Chanel! It's probably manly expensive, but it is beautiful. I love the sequins! And that slit up the side, said Lisa. She traced her fingers longingly along the page.

What seemed like forever in a moment went by, as they studied every page, discussing each detail of every dress. When they reached the end, they felt like they'd been friends forever.

Lisa pulled out another magazine to show him one of her favourite shoots, or stories, as she called them. It was from an old British vogue, and featured lots of models in wigs and metallic dresses.

It looked like a scene from an old science fiction film. Dennis loved the extravagance of these fantasies, so different from the grey, cold reality of his own life. You'd look stunning in that gold dress, said Dennis, pointing to a girl with similar hair colouring to Lisa.

Anyone would. It's an amazing dress. I could never afford any of these, but I like to look at the pictures and get ideas for my own designs. Do you want to see? Oh, yeah! replied Dennis excitedly.

Lisa pulled a large scrapbook from her shelf. It was full of brilliant illustrations she had drawn of skirts and blouses and dresses and hats. Next to these, Lisa had stuck lots of things onto the page.

Strips of glittering fabric, cut out photographs of film costumes, even buttons. Dennis stopped Lisa turning the page at an especially gorgeous drawing she had done of an orange sequined dress.

That one is beautiful, he said. Thanks Dennis, I'm really pleased with it. I'm making it right now. Really? Can I see? Good. She reached into a cupboard and pulled out the half-finished dress.

I got this material really cheap. It was just from down the market. She said. It's a little bit 1970s, I think. Very glamorous. She held up the dress by its hanger. Although it was still cart a little roughly around the edges and had a few loose threads, it was covered in hundreds of little round sequins and twinkled effortlessly in the morning sunlight.

It's amazing," said Dennis. It would look good on you, heh," said Lisa. She laughed and held the dress next to Dennis. He laughed too, and then he looked down at it, allowing himself to imagine for a moment what he would look like wearing it, but then told himself to stop being silly.

It's really beautiful, he said. It's not fair, though, is it? I mean, boys' clothes are so boring. Well, I think all those rules are boring. About what people can and can't wear? everyone should be able to wear whatever they like."

Yes. I suppose they should, said Dennis. He had never really been encouraged to think like this before. She was right. What was wrong with wearing the things you liked? Why don't you put it on?

Lisa asked, with a cheeky smile. There was silence for a moment. Maybe that's a crazy idea. Lisa said, backtracking as she sensed Dennis's awkwardness. But dresses can be beautiful, and dressing up is fun.

I love putting on pretty dresses. I bet some boys would like it too. It's no big deal." Dennis's heart was beating really fast. He wanted to say yes, but he couldn't. He just couldn't. This was all a bit much.

I've got to go, he snapped. Really? Asked Lisa, disappointed. Yes, I'm sorry, Lisa. Well, would you come and visit me again? Today has been really fun. The next issue will focus out next week. Why don't you come over next Saturday?

I don't know, said Dennis, as he rushed out of the house. But thanks again for the umbongo!

Chapter 7 Watching the curtain edges grow light

Happy birthday, dad! exclaimed Dennis and John excitedly I don't like birthdays, said dad. Dennis's face fell. Sunday was always a miserable day for him. He knew that loads of families were sitting down together for a roast dinner, and that only made him think about mum.

When Dad did try and cook a Sunday roast for his sons, it only made their loss more painful. It was as if there was a place laid in all their minds for someone they loved who wasn't there.

And anyway, Dad was not a good cook. But this Sunday was even worse than usual. It was Dad's birthday, and he was determined not to celebrate it. Dennis Hadjohn had waited all afternoon to wish him a happy birthday.

He had left for work very early that day. Now it was seven o'clock at night and Dad had just got in. The boys had crept downstairs to the kitchen to surprise him, where he was sitting alone wearing the same red check jacket he always did.

He had a can of cheap lager and a bag of chips. Why don't you go and play, boys? Just want to be on my own. The card and cake Dennis and John were holding seemed to fade away in their hands at Dad's words.

Look, I'm sorry boys. He said, catching their hurt. just… well there's not much to celebrate is there? We got you a card dad, and a cake. Offered John. Thanks. He opened the card. It was from Raj's shop and featured a big smiling cartoon bear inexplicably wearing sunglasses and Bermuda shorts. Dennis had chosen it from Raj's shop because it had Happy Birthday to the best dad in the world written on it.

Thanks boys. Said Dad as he looked at it. I don't deserve it, though. I'm not the best dad in the world." "'Yes, you are, Dad,' said Dennis." "'We think you are,' added John tentatively. Dad stared at the card again. Dennis and John had thought it would make him happy, but it seemed to be having the opposite effect."

"'I'm sorry, boys. It's just... I find birthdays hard, you know, since your mum left.' "'I know, Dad,' said Dennis. John nodded and tried to smile." Oh, Dennis scored a goal tonight for the school.

Said John, trying to change the subject to something happy. Did you, son? Yes, Dad, said Dennis. It was the semi-final today, and we won 2-1. I got one goal, and Darvish scored the other.

We're through to the final. Well, that's good. Said Dad, staring into the distance. He took another goal from his can. So, yeah, I just need to be alone for a bit. OK, Dad. Said John, nodding to Dennis that they should leave.

Dennis touched his dad's shoulder for a moment before they retreated from the room. They had tried. But birthdays, Christmas, going on holiday, even day trips to the sea, slowly all those things had disappeared.

Mom had always organised them. Now they seemed a lifetime away. Home was becoming a very cold, grey place. I need a hug, said Dennis. All right, Aguina. Why not? I'm your brother. All right, Aguina.

It's weird. I've got to go anyway. I told the boys I was going to hang around on the wall outside the offie with him for a bit. Dennis needed to get out of the house too. I'm going to Darvish's then.

See you later. As he walked across the park, he felt bad for leaving his dad on his own in the kitchen. He wished he could make dad happy. What's up? Asked Darvish as they were looking at videos on YouTube in his bedroom.

Nothing, said Dennis uncompensingly. He wasn't a good liar, but then lying is not a thing that it's good to be good at. I myself have never ever lied, apart from just then. You seem like really distracted.

Dennis was distracted. Not only was he thinking about his dad, he couldn't stop thinking about that orange sequined dress. I'm sorry, Darvish. You'd be my friend whatever, wouldn't you?

Of course. Darvish! Dennis! Would you boys like some refreshing look at their drink shouted Darvish's mom from the next room? No, thanks mom Darvish shouted back before sighing loudly Dennis just smile. It's a high energy beverage. He'll get your strength up for the final came the insistent reply All right, mom. Maybe later Good boys. You'll make me very proud of you win, but you know I'll still be proud of you Have you done? Yes. Yes, so Darvish. She's so embarrassed It's only because she loves you," said Dennis.

Darvish went silent for a moment, so Dennis changed the subject. Can I try on your hat thing? he asked. My patka? Yes, your patka. Sure, if you really want. I've got a spare one here, I think.

Said Darvish as he rummaged in his drawer before pulling out another hat. He passed it to Dennis, and Dennis carefully put it on. How do I look? asked Dennis. Like a bit of a prat?

They both laugh loudly, then dauvish thought for a moment. I mean, it doesn't make you sick, does it? On you, it's just a hat. Just dressing up, innit? Dennis walked home feeling a little brighter.

He'd even laughed at some of the stupid videos they'd found, particularly one of a cat clambering over a baby and putting its bum in the baby's face. But when he walked in, he saw that Dad was still sitting at the kitchen table where they had left him, with another can of lager, but the same cold and soggy chips.

My dad," said Dennis, trying to sound happy to see him. His dad looked up for a moment and then sighed heavily. John had already gone to bed. When Dennis went up, John didn't even bother saying anything.

As they lay there, the silence was deafening. There was nothing that could be said. Dennis couldn't sleep at all and spent all night watching the curtain edges grow light. Only one thing stopped him from suffocating, thinking about Lisa.

The world she had opened up for him. And that sequined orange dress, sparkling and sparkling and sparkling in the sunlight.

Chapter 8 — Lying on the carpet with Lisa

Lisa held out the orange sequined dress. I finished it. She said. It was the next Saturday, and back in Lisa's bedroom, she and Dennis had been pouring over every page of the new issue of Vogue before she surprised him.

The dress was perfect. is the most beautiful thing, said Dennis, that I've ever seen." "'Why, thank you, Dennis.' Lisa laughed a little, slightly embarrassed by the weight of the compliment.

"'Actually, I want you to have it. It's a present.' "'For me?' asked Dennis. "'Yes, Dennis. You love it so much. You should have it.' "'I couldn't.' "'Yes, you could.' She handed in the dress.

"'Uh, thanks, Lisa,' said Dennis, taking it from her. It was heavier than he imagined, and the sequence felt unlike anything he had felt before. It was a work of art, quite simply the best present he had ever been given. But where would he keep it? He couldn't exactly hang it next to his anorak in the wardrobe he shared with his brother. And what was he going to do with it?

"'What have you tried on?' said Lisa. Dennis' stomach did a flip. He felt like a new companion on Dr. Humasfield, when they're about to enter the TARDIS for the first time. Now this really was going to be different.

It'd be fun," said Lisa. Dennis looked at the dress. It would be fun to try it on. Well, if you're sure, I'm sure." Dennis took a deep breath. Just for a moment, though, he said, Yay!

Dennis started to take off his clothes, then suddenly felt embarrassed. Don't worry, I won't look," said Lisa, closing her eyes. Dennis undressed down to his socks and pants and then stepped into the dress and pulled it over his shoulders. It felt different to wearing his normal boys clothes. The fabric felt so unfamiliar next to his skin, all silky and smooth. He reached around for the zip at the back.

I'm not sure I can... Let me! said the expert, opening her eyes. Turn around. She guided the zip at his back. Looks great. How does it feel? Nice. It feels nice. In fact, it felt more than nice. It felt wonderful. Can I see in the mirror?

Not yet. We haven't found the shoes. Lisa pulled out some stunning high-heeled gold shoes with red soles on the bottom. I got these in Oxfam. They're Christian LeBoutin. But the old deer in the shop only charged me two quid for them. Dennis wondered if Christian LeBoutin might ever need them back.

back. He bent down to put the shoes on. "'Oh, you better take your socks off first,' Lisa said, looking down at its bedraggled grey socks. His big toe poked out at one particularly large hole. They were rather spoiling the look.

"'Oh yes, of course,' said Dennis, before tugging them off and placing his feet into the narrow shoes. The heels were quite high, and he felt for a second that he might topple over. Lisa held his hand to steady him.

Now can I look in the mirror?" he asked. We haven't got any makeup on yet. No, Lisa, no. You've got to do this properly, Dennis. Lisa reached for her makeup bag. This is so much fun. I always wanted a little sister.

Now, do this with your lips. She stretched her mouth open and he copied her. She rolled the lipstick gently across his lips. It felt weird. Nice, but weird. He never knew lipstick tasted like that.

Oily and waxy. Eyeshadow? No, I really don't, protested Dennis. Just a little. He closed his eyes as she'd lightly applied some silver eyeshadow with a little brush. Looking good, Dennis.

She said. Or should I say, Denise? That's what my brother called me when he found out about the magazine. Well, that's your girl's name, I suppose. Your name is Dennis, but if you were a girl, you'd be called Denise.

Can I look in the mirror yet? He asked. Lisa adjusted the dress expertly, before silently leading him to the mirror on the bedroom wall. Dennis gazed at himself. For a moment he was shocked by what he saw. Then the shock turned to wonder, and he laughed. He felt so happy he wanted to dance. Sometimes you feel things so deeply that words aren't enough. He started to move around in front of the mirror. Lisa joined in, humming some made-up music. For a moment they were in their own crazy little musical, but before they fell to the floor, laughed.

I guess you like it then. Asked Lisa, still giggling. Yes, it's just a bit… strange? Yeah, a bit strange. You look good though. Offered Lisa. Really? Said Dennis. He was enjoying lying on the carpet with Lisa a little too much and felt embarrassed, so he got up and looked at himself in the mirror again.

Lisa followed him. Yeah, in fact you look great. She said. Here, you know what? asked Dennis eagerly. I think you could fool anybody dressed like that. You look just like a girl. Really? He's sure. Dennis looked at himself again in the mirror squinting. He tried to imagine that he was looking at a stranger.

He did look a bit like a girl. Yeah, said Lisa. I'm sure. You look amazing. Do you want to try something else on? I don't know if I should, said Dennis. Suddenly self-conscious. Someone might come in.

Come and dad are at the garden centre. It's so boring but they love it there. Trust me, they won't be back for hours. Well, maybe this one then, said Dennis, displaying a long purple dress that Lisa had copied from one she'd seen Kylie wear at an awards do.

Nice choice. Then he tried on a short red dress that Lisa's mum had bought for her to wear to a family wedding. Then a little yellow puffball skirt from the 1980s that Aranti Sue had passed on to her, then a lovely nautical themed blue and white striped dress that Lisa had found in cancer research.

That afternoon, Dennis ended up trying on everything in Lisa's wardrobe. Gold shoes, silver shoes, red shoes, green shoes, boots, big handbags, little handbags, clutch bags, blouses, long flowing skirts, mini skirts, earrings, bangles, hair scrunchies, fairy wings, even a tiara.

It's not fair, said Dennis. Girls have got all the best stuff. Ah, rules don't apply here. Laugh Lisa. Dennis, you can be whoever you want to be.

Chapter 9, Bonjour Denise.

The next morning, Dennis was in bed lying perfectly still, but he felt like he was on a roller coaster. His mind was racing. Dressing up had made him feel like he didn't have to be boring Dennis living his boring life anymore. I can be whoever I want to be," he thought. He took a shower. The bathroom was dark green like an avocado. Dennis had never understood why his parents had chosen such a revolting colour per bathroom. If he had been consulted, he would have installed a white antique bath, which he would have complimented with black and white tiles. But being a child, he had never been asked for his opinion. To use the shower, you needed the precision of a safe course. Turn the dial one millimeter to the left or right and the

water would either go ice cold or boiling hot. Dennis positioned the dial exactly where it should be so as not to be frozen or scalded to death and squeezed some imperial leather shower gel on his hand. It was what he did every morning. It was part of the grinding routine of his life. Yet somehow the world felt different, burning with possibilities.

downstairs in the kitchen. John was eating his toast and chocolate spread and watching the Hollyoaks omnibus. Dad gone already asked Dennis. Yeah, I heard him leave at four. Did a lorry wake you up?

No, don't think so. He said something about having to be up early to take some ket food to Doncaster. Dennis thought how his dad's life as a lorry driver wasn't as glamorous as it sounded. And it didn't sound that glamorous to begin with. Dennis poured himself some wise crispies. And just as he was about to eat a spoonful, the doorbell rang. It was a confident ring, long and loud.

Dreeing. Dennis and John were so curious about who it could be at the door on a Sunday morning that they both rushed to open it. The postman didn't come on a Sunday, nor indeed in the morning anymore, preferring to do his round at some hour of his choosing in the afternoon.

It wasn't the postman. It was Lisa. Hi," she said. Uh... Said John, now suddenly unable to form words. Dennis knew John fancied Lisa. He stared at her all the time at school. But then everybody fancied Lisa.

She was so utterly gorgeous that probably even the hearts of squirrels Mr. Beat when she walked by. Um, what do you want? Asked John awkwardly, unable to function properly in this close proximity to beauty.

I've come to see Dennis. She said. Oh... Said John. He turned to Dennis with a look of hurt and injustice in his eyes, like a dog about to be put down. "'Come in,' said Dennis, loving how much all this was winding John up.

"'I'm just having breakfast.' Dennis led Lisa into the kitchen. They sat down. "'Ooh, I love Hollyoaks,' said Lisa. "'Yeah, I do too,' said Dennis. John shot him a look that clearly stated, "'You filthy liar, you have never previously expressed any interest in the long-running Chester-based teen soap opera.'

Dennis ignored him. Do you want anything to eat?" he asked Lisa. No, I'm fine. I'd love a cup of tea, though. Cool, said Dennis, and put some water in the kettle. John gave him another look.

This one clearly said, you never say cool. I'm so angry I'm going to have to tear off your head and use it as a football. I had fun yesterday, said Lisa. Yes, said Dennis tentatively, not wanting to give too much away in front of his brother.

I had a great time. He knew he was driving his brother insane with jealousy, so added, with you. We are meant to be going up the park to play football now," said John, trying to put emphasis on every word to sound authoritative, but actually only sounding a bit mad.

You go ahead, I'm going to chill with Lisa for a while. Dennis looked at John and smiled. Lisa smiled too. They smiled John out of the room. Lisa and Dennis listened to the door shutting behind him. Lisa laughed excitedly at all the intrigue.

Well, how do you feel today? She asked. Well, I just feel great, said Dennis. I've had no idea, said Lisa. Crazy, but go on. Well, do you know what I said about how you could fool everyone into thinking you were a girl?

Yes, said Dennis nervously. Well, some of the kids at school just had French exchange students staying with them. So, Sir Dennis? So, I thought, this is crazy, but I thought I could dress you up as a girl and take you to Raj's and say you were my French pen pal or something.

You wouldn't have to say much because, you know, you'd be French. No, Sir Dennis. He felt the exhilaration of fear of somebody who had just been chosen to assassinate a president. be fun.

Absolutely not. How amazing would it be though, to pass you off as a girl? It's insane! I go into Rydery's shop every day! You know for certain it was me! I bet he wouldn't, said Lisa.

I've got a wig my mum bought for a fancy dress party. I could put some makeup on you like yesterday. It'd be so much fun. Let's do it today! Today? Yeah, Sunday! So there should be less people about. I bought a dress with me because I was hoping you'd say yes.

I don't know, Lisa. I've got a lot of homework to do. I've got your hair-bag too." Ten minutes later, Dennis looked at himself in the hall-mirror. He was wearing a short, electric blue dress and holding a silver clutch bag. It was a party dress, really, not what anyone would wear on a Sunday morning to a news-agent shop, least of all a twelve-year-old boy. But having Lisa fuss over him, applying makeup to his face, squeezing his feet into matching silver high-heeled shoes and styling the wig had been so much fun he didn't complain.

Is Raj really going to believe I'm your French pen pal? He asked. You look amazing and it's all about confidence. If you believe it, everyone else will too. Maybe. Come on, let's see you walk.

Dennis trotted up and down the hall, doing his best impression of a catwalk model. It's like Bambi taking his first steps. Said Lisa with a laugh. laugh. Thanks a lot." Sorry, just joking. Look, you've got to stand upright in heels like these.

Dennis copied Lisa's posture and immediately felt a little more confident in the silver shoes. I quite like this actually, he said. Yes, a good feeling being that little bit taller, and it makes your legs look great.

Is Denise a French name too? he asked. If you say anything in a French accent it sounds French. Said Lisa. Denise! said Dennis laughing. Bonjour, je m'appelle Denise. Bonjour Denise, vous êtes Traybel.

Merci beaucoup, madame mozelle Lisa. They both laughed. Are you ready? Lisa asked. Ready to go outside? No, of course I'm not. But? But I will. They both laughed again. Lisa opened the door and Dennis stepped out into the sunshine.

Chapter 10 Pickled Onion Monster Munch

At first, Lisa held Dennis' hand to steady him. After a few paces, the tottering calmed down a little, and Dennis began to walk more easily. High heels do take a bit of getting used to.

Not that I would know, listener. Someone told me. Soon they arrived at Raj's shop. Lisa squeezed Dennis' hand reassuringly. He took a deep breath and they went inside. A good morning to you, Miss Lisa, said Raj, smiling broadly.

I have the new copy of Italian vogue for you. Oh, my word, it's heavy, though, like a brick. I ordered it in specially for you. Wow, thanks so much, Raj, said Lisa. And who is your new friend?

Oh, this is my French exchange person, a student, Denise, said Lisa. Raj studied Dennis for a moment. Had they fooled him? Dennis' mouth was dry with nerves. Oh hello, Denise! Welcome to my shop! said Raj. Lisa and Dennis smiled at each other.

Dennis looked so good as Denise that Raj clearly didn't suspect a thing. It is possibly the finest shop of this kind in the whole of England. Now you can get all your postcards to send back home.

Raj picked up a packet of plain white postcards. They're blank, Raj. said Lisa. Yes, you will have to draw some sights of London on these. I stalk an unrivaled selection of felt-tipped pens.

So are you from France? Yes. Replied Lisa. We added Dennis tentatively. I've always wanted to go to France. Cédarage. It's in France, isn't it? Lisa and Dennis shared a confused look.

Well, if there is anything I can do whilst you are in England, Miss... Forgive me, what is your name again? Ars Raj, Deniz replied Dennis. It's a lovely accent you have, Miss Deniz.

Merci. What did she say? Ars Raj. Thank you. Said Lisa. Oh! Merci, merci! Said Raj, delighted at this discovery. Aha! I can speak French now! If there is anything I can do, please let me know.

Now Lisa, before you go, I have some special offers today I would like to tell you about. Lisa and Dennis both rolled their eyes. Nine kinder eggs for the price of eight. No thanks.

Said Lisa. Non merci, added Dennis, growing in confidence. I have some excellent bags of pickled onion monster munch, only slightly out of date. 15 bags for the price of 13. They are a British delicacy.

Your French friend may wish to try them and take a box home for her loved ones. I'll just take the Italian vogue, thanks Raj. Said Lisa, had you put her money down on the counter? Goodbye.

Au revoir. Wow! How did Dennis? Goodbye ladies, do come back soon! They left the shop giddy with excitement, running away as they carried the exceptionally heavy magazine between them.

Raj came out of the shop holding a box of crisps and shouted, You drive a hard bargain, Lisa! I'll throw in another box of roast beef monster munch absolutely free! Raj's voice echoed down the street as Dennis and Lisa ran, breathless with excitement.

End of disc one. Disc two.

Chapter eleven — These high heels are killing me

You did it! Said Lisa, as they sat on a wall to recover their breath. He really thought I was a girl! exclaimed Dennis. That's the best fun I've had, well, ever! Well let's go into town then.

There should be loads of people there. I'd love to Lisa, but these high heels are killing me! said Dennis. Yeah, not easy being a girl is it? She said. I had no idea your shoes were so painful. How do you wear them every day?

They felt like they'd been put in a vice from the metal workroom. Let's just get back Lisa. I need to get changed and go meet John up the park anyway. He'll be wondering where I am.

Lisa couldn't hide her disappointment. Spoilsport. Morning, Lisa. It was Mack, a boy from Lisa's year. He huffed and puffed his way up the street to join them. Matt was one of the fattest boys in the school and endured the unwelcome celebrity that went with it.

He had been to Raj's shop, as he did every day, and was carrying a bag of goodies. Oh, hi! said Lisa brightly before whispering to Dennis. Don't worry, just keep quiet. She raised her voice and said, So, uh, Mac, have you got anything nice there?

I'd like most of the pupils, least called Mac by his name, rather than his nickname Big Mac and Fries. Sometimes children pass on cruelty unthinkingly like they would a cold, but Lisa was different.

Oh it's just my breakfast, Lisa. Couple of bags of Maltesers, a Toblerone, a Bounty, jelly tots, some skips, seven bags of Monster Munch, Reds was doing a special offer on those, a box of cream eggs and a can of Diet Coke.

Diet Coke? Asked Lisa. Yeah, I'm trying to lose some weight. Said Mac without irony. Well good luck with that. Said Lisa, almost without irony. You know it wouldn't do if we were all thin, you know.

Maybe not. Who's sir? Who's your lovely friend then?" He asked with a smile as he popped a whole cream egg in his mouth. Oh, this is my French pen pal Denise. She's staying with me for a bit.

Dennis smiled at Mack uncertainly. Mack stared at him and kept chewing. It was quite a long time before he had demolished enough of the cream egg in his mouth to resume speaking. Bonjour, Denise.

He mumbled through the chocolate. Bonjour Mac, replied Dennis, praying the conversation wouldn't continue past the few French words he knew. Parnes-Vous-Anglais. Mac asked. Oui, I mean, yes, a little, said Dennis awkwardly.

I had a French penpal come to stay once. Hervé was his name. Nice guy. Smelled a bit, though. He wouldn't take a shower, so in the end we had to hose him down at the end of the garden.

He was still chewing. Her bae came into school with me. Are you coming in with Lisa tomorrow? I do hope so. I think French girls are gorgeous." As he said this, a little spittle of chocolate egg round down his chin.

Dennis looked at Lisa with panic in his eyes. Uh, yes. Of course Denise is coming with me tomorrow, said Lisa. I am? said Dennis. So shocked he nearly lost his lady voice and his French accent all at once.

Yes, of course you are. We'll see you tomorrow, Mack. Okay, girls, au revoir! said Mac, before he made his way down the street, joyfully swinging his bag of confectionery as he went.

Oh, no! said Dennis. Oh, yes, said Lisa. Are you out of your mind? Come on, at least think about it. What if you could fool everyone at school? It would be such a laugh, and it would be our little secret.

Wow, I suppose it would be the most amazing thing, said Dennis, a small broadening across his face. The teachers, my friends, my brother. If everyone believed I was a girl. Well? Okay, but I'm gonna need some different shoes.

But little did Dennis know, as he tottered home in his uncomfortable shoes, that he was about to take a tumble.

Chapter 12 Another World

I'm still worried about these shoes, said Dennis. They're fine. You can't even tell they're extra wide. It was Monday morning, and Lisa and Dennis stood outside the school gates. Dennis was dressed as Denise again, in the orange dress he loved so much. Maybe it was the sequence, or maybe it was his nerves, but he was sweating.

I can't do it, said Dennis. It'll be fine, assured Lisa in hushed tones, as pupils and teachers made their way into the school. You won't have to say much. No, when he can speak French, they can barely speak English.

Dennis was too tense to laugh at Lisa's joke. Look, pulling Raj and Matt was one thing, but the whole school? I mean, someone's bound to recognise me. They won't. You look so different.

No, and in a million years, you're gonna think you're Dennis. Not so loud, sorry. Look, trust me, no one's gonna have a clue as to who you are. But you know, we could just go home instead.

Dennis thought for a moment. No. That would be the boring thing to do. Lisa simply smiled. Dennis smiled back and sacheted into the playground. Lisa had to quicken her pace. Calm down.

said Lisa. You're a French exchange student, not a supermodel. Sorry, I mean, desolée. Some of the kids stopped and stared. The boys always stared at Lisa anyway because she was so wildly attracted.

And the girls liked to check out what she was wearing, even the jealous ones who invented reasons not to like her. But now she was with this new girl not wearing school uniform. There was even more reason to look.

could sense all those eyes on him and loved it. He spotted Darvish waiting for him outside the classroom as he always did. Sometimes they would have a quick kick about before the bell rang. Darvish scrutinised Dennis for a moment, then looked away.

Wow! Filled Dennis. Even my best friend doesn't recognise me. Lisa's classroom was on the top floor of the main school building. Although John was in the same year as Lisa, he wasn't in the same class. And kids two years older than Dennis didn't know him, just as he didn't know them, so Dennis had never met most of the people in Lisa's class. In a school of nearly a thousand pupils, it was very easy to feel anonymous. Unless, of course, you were unutterably gorgeous like Lisa, or had once put your willy in a test tube in the middle of a chemistry lesson like Rory Malone. By the time they reached the classroom, the bell had already rung. They entered just as Lisa's form teacher, Miss Bresselor,

calling the register. Miss Presslull was a well-liked PE teacher, even though she had quite bad breath. It was school legend that her breath had once broken a window in the staff room, but only the new kids tended to believe it.

Steve Connor Here Mac Ribbins Here Louise Dial Yep Lorna Douglas Here and Lisa James Yo, a light Sorry, Miss Who's this with you? asked the teacher. Er, it's my French exchange student, Miss Denise.

I wasn't told anything about this. Said Miss Bresselot. Oh, you're not. Sorry, I did clear it with Hortrey. Mr Hortrey, Louisa. Chided Miss Bresselot. Sorry, Mr Hortrey, the headmaster bloke.

Yeah, I cleared it with him. Miss Bresselot rose from her chair, an approach to the new arrival. As she scrutinised Dennis, she breathed over him slightly. Mmm, that does smell bad, thought Dennis. A sort of mixture of cigarettes, coffee, and poo. He held his breath. He could feel himself sweating profusely now. He feared his makeup was going to melt and start collecting in a puddle on the floor. There was silence for a moment. Lisa smiled. Miss Bresselor smiled back. Finally.

Well, that's fine, then, she said. Please, please take a seat. Welcome to the school." Merci beaucoup, said Dennis. He and Lisa sat down together. Ms Presslaw continued to read out the register. Lisa reached for Dennis' hand under the desk. She squeezed it softly to say, Don't worry. Dennis held onto her hand and squeezed it back, just because it felt nice. As they made their way down the corridor to Lisa's history class, Mac Huffton puffed his way to catch up with them.

Hi girls! Oh hi Mac! said Lisa. There's a diet coming along. Slowly said Mac as he unwrapped the twigs. Bonjour Denise! Mac offered nervously. Bonjour again Mac! replied Dennis. Erm...

I was just... you're probably saying no. But if you weren't doing anything after school with Lisa I was wondering if you might like to come and get an ice cream or two with me. Dennis looked at Lisa with panic. Lisa took over.

Uh, you know what, Mac. Denise and I have already made plans for after school, but I know she'd really love to. Maybe next time she's over, okay? Mac looked disappointed, but not heartbroken. Dennis was impressed by how tactfully Lisa had turned him down on his behalf.

Maybe I'll see you again later, then, said Mac. He smiled shyly and overtook them, punching on his twix and unwrapping a worn-up whip as he went. Lisa waited until he was out of ear shop before saying, He really fancies you.

Oh no! said Dennis. Don't worry, it's cool. said Lisa. It's great in fact. It must mean you're very convincing as a girl. She laughed. That's not funny. Yes it is. she replied and laughed again.

The first lesson of the day, geography, passed without incident. Though Dennis didn't think his newfound knowledge of Oxbow Lakes would ever be of use in the adult world, unless of course he wanted to be a geography teacher.

He got away with it in the second lesson too, physics, magnets and iron filings. Fascinating. Dennis hadn't understood this subject as a boy and understood it even less as a girl. He was quickly learning that it was best to remain silent in class, remember to cross your legs when you're wearing a dress and most importantly, don't catch the boy's eyes as you might be more attracted than you thought. The bell rang again and on a moment too soon, it was break time.

I need to go to the loo," said Dennis with a sense of urgency. I do too," said Lisa. Let's go together. Lisa took Dennis's hand and they went through the doors of the girl's toilet and into another world. Boys treated the boys room as a purely functional place.

You did what you needed to do, maybe wrote something rude about Mr. Hortree on the toilet door and then you left. Inside the girls' room it was like a party. It was rammed. Dozens of girls competed for space around the mirrors, while others chatted to their neighbours in the next cubicles. Lisa and Dennis joined a queue for one of the toilets. Dennis wasn't used to queuing but found that he loved it. Listening to all the girls' chatter to each other and then bustle around each other seemed so new. Without the presence of boys, girls seemed to behave so differently. They talked and laughed and shared everything.

The giggles, the glitter, the glamorous makeup. What a perfect world it was. Lisa touched up her lipstick. She was about to put her makeup bag away when she paused. Do you want me to do yours too?

She asked. Oh yes, please, said Dennis and his best friend, Shack said. Let me see. Said Lisa, reaching into her bag. Maybe we should try a different lipstick colour. I've got a lovely pink one here, Lisa.

Chirped one of the girls. I just brought this new eyeshadow, said another, before Dennis could say anything. All these girls were fussing around him, helping to apply lip liner, foundation, blusher, eyeliner, mascara, lipstick, everything.

Dennis hadn't been so happy in years. All these girls chatting to him, making him feel special, he was in heaven.

Chapter 13 — Double French

This is hell! whispered Dennis. Sure shh! said Lisa. You didn't tell me you had French today? I forgot. You forgot! said Dennis. Chouche, and actually he's double French. Double French?

Bonjour, madame Winsor! said Miss Windsor, loudly as she entered. Dennis prayed she wouldn't recognize him from the detention. Bonjour, madame Winsor! said the class in unison. Miss Windsor always started the classes in French.

It gave the false impression that the pupils were all fluent French speakers. Suddenly, she spotted the girl in the orange dress and all the makeup. Miss Windsor couldn't fail to notice her, really.

She stood out like a disco ball in the gloom of the classroom. — « Et qui est-vous? — She inquired. Dennis had frozen with fear, with a terrible feeling he was about to throw up or pee, or both simultaneously, if that was at all possible.

Frustrated by the lack of response, Miss Windsor abandoned the French speaking, as she usually had to after a few seconds of entering the classroom, and continued in English. "'Who are you?' she repeated. Still Dennis sat in silence. Everyone looked at Lisa. She gulped.

"'Uh, she's my German Penpal, Miss.' she said. "'I thought you said she was French,' said Mack innocently. His voice sighed be muffled by the rollo he was chewing. "'Oh, yes, sorry, French Penpal, thanks, Mack,' said Lisa pointedly. She shot him an angry look, and he frowned, looking hurt and baffled.

This Windsor's face instantly glowed with joy. She hadn't smiled so much since winning her campaign for the school canteen to serve baguettes at lunchtime. Ah, mes soya illabi, onvenue!

Quel grand plaisir de vous accueillir dans notre ombre-salle de classe! C'est tout simplement merveilleux! J'ai tant de questions à vous poser. De quelle région de l'éphrance venez-vous?

Comment sont les écoles là-bas? Quelle est votre passe-t-on favori? Que font vos parents dans la vie? If you'd like to come to the table and describe your life in France so that we can all benefit from it.

These poor students will take great advantage of a treatment with a true Frenchman like you. But give me a service that won't correct me in front of them.

either, I had to get a friend who had passed their French GCSE to translate it for me. Basically, though, Miss Windsor is delighted to have a real French person in her class, and is asking lots of questions about life in France. I hope so anyway, unless my friend is playing a horrible joke on me, and Miss Windsor is talking about her favourite episodes of SpongeBob SquarePants or something.

Er, we, said Dennis, hoping that simply by saying yes, he couldn't get himself to too much trouble. Unfortunately, Miss Windsor became even more animated and led Dennis up to the front of the class, still declaiming excitedly in French.

Yes, it's really wonderful! We should do this every day! Welcome to the French students at the Maternal language! These are the games like this one that I remember why I want to become a teacher.

Please tell us your first impression of the English language.

eerie stillness of the room. Everyone stared at him. Nothing moved except Max Jor. Rolos are extremely chewy. May I speak in English one moment? Ask Dennis, an attentive French accent.

Miss Windsor looked a little surprised and a lot disappointed. Yes, of course. How can I put this? Oh, you say, Baleidili? Parlement, oui. Madame Windsor? continue Dennis. Your French accent is very poor and I am very sorry but I cannot understand anything you are saying. Some of the pupils laughed cruelly. A single tear appeared in Miss Windsor's eye and rolled down her cheek.

Are you alright miss? Do you need a tissue? Ask Lisa before shooting Dennis a furious look. No, no, I'm perfectly fine. Thank you, Lisa. I've just got something in my eye, that's all.

Miss Windsor stood there swaying like she had been shot, but hadn't quite fallen to the floor yet. Why don't you all get on with some private reading? I just need to step outside to get some air for a moment.

She tottered uncertainly out of the classroom, as if the bullet was slowly making its way to her heart. She closed the door behind her. For a moment there was silence. Then from outside the classroom they heard a huge whale.

Then silence again. Another whale. A little more silence and then an even longer one. The mouths of those peoples who had laughed now close tight with regret. Lisa looked at Dennis who bowed his head. He returned to his seat, scraping his high heels along the floor surratively.

A few more seconds passed like hours before Miss Windsor returned to the classroom. Her face was red and puffy from crying. Right, so, um, right, good. Turn to page 58 in your textbooks and answer questions A, B and C.

The pupils all began their work, more silent and compliant than they had ever been before. Would you like a roll over, please? Ventured Mac, no one was more aware of the momentary comfort chocolate could give in moments of despair.

No, thank you, Mac. I don't want to spoil my lunch. It's berfberg and you're... She started crying uncontrollably again.

Chapter 14 Silence Like Snow

You can play... Oops, sorry. I know even though real children do swear, you mustn't have swearing in a children's book. Please forgive me. I really am f***ing f***ing sorry. You shouldn't swear, Lisa, said Dennis.

Why not? Lisa asked angrily. Because a teacher might hear you. I don't care who hears me, said Lisa. How could you do that to poor Miss Windsor? I know. I feel so bad. She's probably weeping into a birth-burgen you're now, said Lisa as they stepped out into the busy playground.

busy playground. It was lunchtime, and people stood in groups, chatting and laughing, enjoying their hour of partial freedom. Football games were breaking out everywhere, games that Dennis would normally have joined in with, had he not been wearing a wig, makeup and an orange sequined dress. And high heels.

Maybe I should go and apologise? said Dennis. Maybe! said Lisa. You have to! Let's go and find her in the dining hall. She should be there, unless she's jumped in the river sane. Oh, don't make me feel any worse.

As they made their way across the playground, a football road passed them. Kick it back, love! Shouted Darvish. Dennis couldn't help it. The urge to kick the ball was so strong. Don't be too flash.

Said Lisa as you ran after the ball. But Dennis couldn't help himself and chased it aggressively. He stopped it neatly and then took a run-up to kick it back to his friend. But as he kicked the ball, his high-heeled shoe flew off and he toppled backwards.

At that moment his wig slipped back off his head and onto the ground. Denise became Dennis again. Time seemed to slow down. There Dennis was, standing in the middle of the playground, in a girl's dress and makeup with one shoe on.

Silence spread across the playground like snow. Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned to look at him. Dennis? asked Darvish incredulously. No, it's Denise," replied Dennis, but the game was up.

Dennis felt like he'd looked at Medusa, that Greek mythological monster who turned people to stone. He couldn't move. He looked at Lisa. Her face was dark with worry. Dennis tried to smile.

Then out of the silence came a laugh. Then another. Then another. Not the kind of laughter that greets something funny, but that cruel mocking laugh meant to hurt and humiliate. The laughter became louder and louder and louder, and Dennis felt as if the whole world was laughing at him for all eternity.

You bo- boomed a voice from the school building. The laughter stopped in an instant as the school looked up. It was Mr. Hortree, the headmaster with the heart of darkness. Me, sir? asked Dennis with a misguided tone of innocence.

Yes, you, the boy in the dress. Dennis looked around the playground, but he was the only boy wearing a dress. Yes, sir. Come to my office. Now!" Dennis started to walk slowly towards the school building.

Everyone watched him take each uncertain, wobbling step. Lisa picked up the other shoe. Dennis? She called after him. He turned round. I've got your other shoe. Dennis turned back.

There's no time for that, boy! Bellowed Mr. Hortree, his little moustache twitching with rage. decide and click-clacked his way to the Headmaster's office. Everything in the office was black, or very dark brown. Leather volumes of school records lined the shelves, along with some old black and white photographs of previous Headmasters, whose stern expressions made Mr. Hortrey look almost human. Dennis had never been in this room before, but then it wasn't a room you ever wanted to visit. Seeing inside meant only one thing. You You were in deep poo.

Are you deranged, boy?" No, sir. Then why are you wearing an orange sequined dress? I don't know, sir. You don't know. No, sir. Is that lipstick?" Dennis wanted to cry. But even though Mr. Hortree could see a tear welling up in Dennis's eye, he continued his assault.

Dressing up like that in makeup and high heels is disgusting. Sorry, sir. A tear rolled down Dennis' cheek. He caught it with his tongue. That bitter taste again. He hated that taste.

I hope you were utterly ashamed of yourself, continued Mr. Hortree. Are you ashamed of yourself? Dennis hadn't felt ashamed of himself before, but he did now. Yes, sir. I can't hear you, boy!

Yes, sir. Dennis looked down for a moment. Mr. Hortree had black fire in his eyes. And it was hard to keep looking at him. I'm really sorry. It's too late for that boy. You've been skiving off lessons, upsetting teachers.

You're a disgrace. I am not having a degenerate like you in my school. But sir, you are expelled. But what about the cup final on Saturday, sir? I have to play. There will be no more football for you, boy.

Please, sir, I'm begging you. I said you are expelled! You must leave the school premises immediately!

Chapter 15 There was nothing more to say.

Expelled? Yes, Dad. Expelled? Yes. Why on earth, four? Dennis and his dad were sitting in the lounge. It was 5pm, and Dennis had washed the makeup from his face and changed back into his own clothes.

He'd hoped this might at least soften the blow. He'd been wrong. Well, Dennis wasn't sure he could find the words. He wasn't sure if he could ever find the words. He went to school dressed up as a girl.

Shouted John, pointing at Dennis as if he was an alien who had momentarily fooled everyone by taking human form. He'd clearly been listening at the door. You got dressed up as a girl?

Asked Dad. Yes, replied Dennis. Have you done this before? A couple of times. A couple of times? Do you like dressing up as a girl? Dad had a look of distress in his eyes that Dennis hadn't seen since his mum left.

A bit. When either you do or you don't. Deep breath. Well, yes dad, I do. It's just fun. What have I done to deserve this? My son likes wearing dresses. I don't, Dad," said John, eager to score a point.

I've never put on a dress, not even as a joke, and I never will. Uh, yeah, thanks John," said Dad. That's okay, Dad. Can I go out in the freezer and have a magnum? Uh, yes," said Dad, distracted.

Yeah, we'll have a magnum, yeah. Thanks, Dad," said John, glowing with pride as if he'd just been given a badge that said, Number One's son on it. All right, that's it. No more watching that show, Small England or whatever it's called, with those two idiots dressed up as ladies.

It's a bad influence. Yes, Dad. Now go to your room and do your homework. Clark, Dad. I haven't got any homework. I've been expelled. Oh, yeah. Dennis's dad thought for a moment. Well, just go to your room then.

Dennis passed John, who was sitting on the stairs gleefully enjoying his magnum. He lay on his bed in silence, thinking how everything had been ruined. simply by putting on a dress.

Dennis took out the photograph he had saved from the bonfire of him, John and Mom at the beach. It was all he had left now. He gazed at the picture. He would give anything to be on that beach again with ice cream around his mouth, holding on to Mom's hand.

Maybe if he stared long enough into it, he would disappear back into that happy scene. But suddenly the picture was torn out of his hands. What's this? It's just a picture, Dad. But I burnt them all. I don't want any reminders of that woman in this house.

I'm sorry, Dad. It just floated out of the bonfire onto a hedge. Well now it's going in the bin, like your magazine. Please, Dad, don't. Let me keep it. Dennis snatched the photograph back.

I dare you. Give it to me. Now! Shouted Dad. Dennis had never seen him so angry. He tentatively handed the picture back. Have you got any others? No, Dad. That was the only one, I promise.

I don't know what to believe anymore. I'll blame your mother for all this dressing up business anyway. She was always too soft on you." Dennis was silent. There was nothing more to say. He carried on looking forward. He heard the door slam.

An hour went by. Or was it a day? Or a month? Or a year? Dennis wasn't sure anymore. The present was somewhere he didn't want to be, and he couldn't see a future. His life was over, and he was only 12.

The doorbell rang, and a few moments later Dennis heard Darvish's voice downstairs, then his dad. He's not allowed out of his room, I'm afraid, Darvish. But I really need to see him, Mr. Sims.

It's not possible, I'm afraid, not today. And have you seen that stupid girl Lisa, who John says, but he's up to this dressing up thing? Tell it to never show her face again! Can you tell him I'm still his friend?

When Darvish happened, he's still my friend. Can you tell him that? I'm not talking to him at the moment, Darvish. It's best you go. Dennis heard the door shut and then went to the window. He could see Darvish walking slowly down the drive, his patger getting wet in the rain. Darvish turned back and called sight of Dennis up at his bedroom window. He smiled sadly, giving a little wave. Dennis put his hand up to wave back. Then Darvish disappeared out of sight.

Dennis spent the whole day holed up in his room hiding from his dad. Just as night fell, Dennis heard a quiet tapping on the window. It was Lisa. She was standing on a ladder and trying to talk in as hushed tone as possible.

What do you want? asked Dennis. I need to speak to you. I'm not allowed to speak to you anymore. Just let me in for a minute, please. Dennis opened the window and Lisa climbed in. He sat back down on the bed.

I'm sorry, Dennis. I'm really sorry, I thought it would be fun, I didn't think it would end up like this. She put a hand on his shoulder, stroking his hair. No one had stroked Dennis's hair for years.

His mum used to do it every night when she tucked him into bed. Somehow it made him want to cry. It's ridiculous isn't it? Lisa whispered. I mean, why are girls allowed to wear dresses and boys aren't?

It doesn't make any sense. It's okay Lisa. I mean expelled. It's just not fair. My bates didn't even get expelled for mooning the school inspectors. And I'm gonna miss the football final.

I know. I'm sorry. Look, I never meant all this to happen. It's just crazy. I'm gonna get haughty to have you back at the school. Lisa. I am. I don't know how yet, but I promise. Lisa hugged him and kissed him for a moment, just shy of his lips.

It was a glorious kiss. How could it be anything but glorious? After all, her mouth was shaped like a kiss. Dennis, I promise. from it.

Chapter 16 — With or without the dress

It wasn't until the weekend that Dennis was allowed out of the house. Dad had locked the computer away in a cupboard, and Dennis was forbidden to watch the television, so he had missed a number of episodes of Tricia.

Finally, on Saturday morning, Dad relented, and Dennis was let out for the day. He wanted to go round to dauvish his flat to wish him luck for the final. the way he stopped off at Raj's to get something to eat. He only had 13p to spend, as his pocket money had been frozen indefinitely. Raj greeted him as warmly as he always did.

My favourite customer! exclaimed Raj. Hi Raj! said Dennis mutedly. Have you got anything for 13p? Eh, let me think. How about you, uncle? Dennis smiled. It was the first time he It's nice to see you smile Dennis.

Lisa told me what happened at school. I am very sorry. Thanks Raj. I must say you had me fooled though. Very good you looked Denise. Ha ha ha ha ha ha. But I mean being expelled for putting on a dress is absurd.

You haven't done anything wrong Dennis. You mustn't be made to feel like you have. Thanks Raj. Please help yourself to some free confectionary. Wow, thanks. Dennis' eyes lit up. To the value of 22p.

Watching Darvish pack his football kit for the final was harder than Dennis had imagined. Not being able to play was the worst part of being expelled. I'm guided you're not in the team today, Dennis.

Said Darvish as he sniffed his socks to check they were clean. You're our star striker. You guys will be okay, said Dennis, supportively. We don't stand a chance without you, and you know it. That hortuary is so evil expeling you.

Well it's done now isn't it? There's nothing I can do. There must be something. It's so unfair. It's only dressing up. It doesn't bother me you know. You're still Dennis, my mate, with or without the dress.

Dennis was really touched and wanted to hug Darvish, but being 12 year old boys, hugging wasn't really something they did. Those high heels must have been uncomfortable though. Said Darvish.

Their murder, said Dennis laughing. Here's your pre-match snack! Said Darvish's mum as she entered the room, carrying a tray piled high with food. What's all this, Mum? Moundarvish.

I made you a little messiah, latham rice, dahlah chipati, tham oathes, followed by a world's fair neither. I can't eat all this now, Mum, I'll throw up. The game's in an hour. You need your strength, boy, doesn't you, Dennis?

Well, yes. Dennis hesitated. I suppose. You tell him, Dennis. He won't listen to me. You know I'm so sad you're not playing today. Thanks. It's been a horrible week, replied Dennis.

You poor boy. Expil just for not wearing the correct school uniform? Darvish never told me. What exactly were you wearing? Uh, it doesn't really matter, Mum. I said Darvish. He attempted to hurry her out of the room.

No, it's okay, I said Dennis. I don't mind her knowing. Knowing what? I asked Darvish's mum. Well, Dennis paused before continuing in a serious tone. I went to school wearing an orange sequined dress.

There was silence for a moment. Oh, Dennis. She said. What a terrible thing to do. Dennis paled. I mean, orange is really not your color, Dennis. She continued. With your light hair, you would probably look better in a pastel color like pink or baby blue.

Um, thank you, said Dennis. But pleasure, you can come to me any time for style advice. Now come on, Davish, eat up. I'll just go and start the car. She said as she left the room. Your mum's cool, said Dennis. I love her!

I love her too, but she's nuts! Said Darvish with a laugh. So you're gonna come and watch the game then? Everyone will be there. I don't know, I... Look, I know it'll be a bit weird for you, but come with us.

The one bit is same without you. We need you there, Dennis. If only to cheer us on. Please? I don't know if I should, said Dennis. Please?

Chapter 17 — Maudlin Street

Dennis felt sick as the referee's whistle blew for the start of the game. Pupils, parents and teachers were all grouped excitedly around the pitch. Darvish's mum looked like she was going to explode with excitement.

She had elbowed her way to the front of the crowd. She kept shouting with joyful anticipation. Mr. Hortree was next to Darvish's mum. He was sitting on a strange contraption that was half walking stick and half seat.

The fact that the headmaster was the only person sitting made him look very important, even if what he was sitting on looked bum-numbingly uncomfortable. Dennis pulled up the hood on his anorak so that Mr. Hortree wouldn't spot him.

He didn't even go to the school anymore, and the headmaster still terrified him. Dennis was surprised to see Lisa standing in the crowd with Mack. What are you doing here? He asked.

I didn't know you liked football. Well, it is a far enough. Said Lisa casually. I just wanted to come and support like everyone else." I feel a bit embarrassed now, Dennis," said Mac tentatively, asking you out on a date and everything.

Oh, don't worry, Mac, said Dennis. It was flattered in a way. Well, you did look very pretty as a girl, said Mac. Lisa burst out laughing. Prettier than Lisa, joked Dennis. Oi, what's it you? said Lisa, smiling.

Out of the corner of his eye, Dennis saw Miss Windsor making a way across the pitch to take her place in the crowd. "'Have you apologised to Miss Windsor yet, Dennis?' asked Lisa, with a tone that suggested she knew the answer already.

"'Um, not yet, Lisa, but I will,' squirmed Dennis. "'Dennis!' said Lisa sharply. "'I will!' "'You did really upset her,' added Mack as he somehow managed to put a whole caramac into his mouth.

I saw her in Raj's shop yesterday and she cried when she saw a bottle of orangeina. Yeah, all right, I will. I just can't do it now, can I? Not with Hortree sitting right there," said Dennis, concealing himself behind Max Bulk and turning his attention to the match. The opposition was Maudlin Street. They had lifted the trophy every year for the last three years. It was a notoriously rough school and their team played dirty, Going in really hard for tackles, elbowing opponents, even once poking a referee in the eye, Dennis's school, or rather ex-school, had never won.

And all most people were expecting of them was a heroic defeat, especially now that their best player had been expelled. True to form, Maudlin Street got off to a strong start, scoring in the first few minutes.

One of their team was given the yellow card for administering a Chinese burn to one of the defenders before they scored another goal. another. Darvish ran up to Gareth. We don't stand a chance. We need Dennis. He's expelled Darvish. Come on, we can win this without him. No we can't and you know it.

Gareth ran off after the ball. Another goal from Maudlin Street, 4-0. This was turning into a massacre. There was a lull for a moment as Darvish's mum and Miss Windsor stretched off one of the school's team. One of the Maudlin Street centre forwards had accidentally he stamped on his leg. Darvish shouted at Gareth.

Please Gareth, do something! Gareth sighed and run over to Mr. Hortrey. What do you want, boy? This is a disaster! You're bringing shame on the school! Snarled the headmaster. I'm sorry sir, but you expelled our best player. We don't have a chance without Dennis.

That boy is not play. Gareth's face fell. But sir, we need him. I'm not having that dress-wearing disgrace of a boy representing the school! Play, sir! Play on, boy! said Mr. Hortrey, with the dismissive wave of his hand.

Gareth ran back onto the pitch. Within moments he was lying in agony on the wet grass, after one of Maudlin Street's forwards booted the ball straight at his groin. The striker then regained possession of the ball and hammered it into the gull.

Five-nil. You know you should really let the boy play, Mr. Headmaster," said Darvish's mum urgently. I'd be grateful if you minded your own business, madam," snapped Mr. Hortree in reply.

Come on, Mac," said Lisa Bossily. I need a hand. Where are you guys going? asked Dennis. You'll see," replied Lisa with a wink. She marched off across the playing fields, with Mac trailing behind.

The Maudland Street supporters once again howled with delight. Another goal, six-nil. closed his eyes. He couldn't watch any more.

Chapter 18 A Thousand Smiles

Where the hell are they? yelled Mr. Hortrey, and no one in particular. The second half was about to begin, and Maudlin Street were all waiting on the pitch, eager to finish off their demolition job. The school's team was nowhere to be seen. Had they run away? Then suddenly, Lisa stepped out of the changing room and held the door open.

Garreth ran out, wearing a gold-larmed ballgown. Then Darvish followed in a yellow polka dot frock. Then the defenders were right behind in matching red cocktail dresses. The rest of the team followed in a variety of outfits from Lisa's wardrobe.

And finally Dennis came out of the dressing room in a pink bridesmaids dress. There was a huge cheer from the crowd. Dennis looked at Lisa and smiled. Go get him, kid," she said. As they ran onto the pitch, Mr. Hortrey bellowed a garroth.

What on earth do you think you're doing, boy? You expelled Dennis for wearing a dress, but you can't expel us all, sir. He shouted back triumphantly. All the boys and the team lined up defiantly behind their captain, striking poses like they were dancers in a Madonna video.

The crowd went wild. This is a disgrace, bellowed Mr. Hortrey. He stormed off. Angrily brandishing his walking stick, stroked seat-thing. Gareth smiled at Dennis. Come on, boys, let's do it!

Said Gareth. The Bermuse referee blew his whistle before it fell out of his mouth. Within seconds, Dennis had scored a goal. The Maudland Street team were in shock. They were still 6-1 down, but Dennis and his teammates were back in the game.

Woo! Shouted Darvish as he hitched up his skirt and weaved round a defender. laughing Dennis scored again. He was on his way to a hat trick and he was a hundred times happier than he'd ever been.

He was doing the two things he loved most at once, playing football and wearing a dress. Then Darvish scored, sliding across the pitch and adding a large grass stain to his frump as he sneaked the ball past the Maudland Street goal.

Six, three. My boy, my boy in the yellow polka dot dress has scored. Shouted Darvish's mum. They were on fire. Dennis set up a fantastic cross for Gareth, who just had to tap it into the net.

6-4. Gareth being Gareth, celebrated like this goal would be replayed forever on Match of the Day, doing three victory laps of the pitch and hitching up his gold-larm-a-ball gown as he ran.

The crowd laughed and cheered. Then another goal followed, and another. 6-6. Now there are only a few more minutes of the game to play. One more to go, and they'd have done it. Come on, Dennis!

shouted Lisa. You can do it! Dennis looked over at her and smiled. It would be really cool if I scored right now, he thought, especially in front of Lisa, my future wife. But at that moment, Dennis fell to the ground in pain.

The crowd gasped. One of the Maudlin Street strikers had knobbled him, kicked him right in the shin when he didn't even have the ball. Dennis lay there in the mud, holding his leg in agony.

The referee had seen nothing. He's pretty unriph! protested the Mordland street boy, the crowd booed. Dennis was trying really hard not to cry. He opened his eyes and his vision swam.

Lying there, grass pressing into his cheek, he peered up at the crowd. Through the tears, he glimpsed a red check jacket that looked very familiar, and then the red check jacket turned into a man.

And then the man shouted in a deep voice that was even more familiar. Hey, what's going on here? dad. Dennis couldn't believe it. Dad had never come to see him play for the school before.

And now here Dennis was, lying on the ground with tears in his eyes wearing a dress. He was going to be in so much trouble. But dad looked at Dennis and smiled. Ref! he shouted. That kid kicked my son! Dennis rose to his feet. His legs saw glowing with pain but a warm feeling spreading through him. He stetted himself, then smiled back over at dad.

You okay?" asked Darvish. Yeah, said Dennis. Come on, son! shouted Dennis's dad, really getting into it now. You can do it! I called him at half time, said Darvish. After what you said about your dad never seeing you play in a match, I thought you wouldn't want him to miss this.

Thanks, mate, said Dennis. When every thought Darvish couldn't surprise him anymore, couldn't be a better friend, he went ahead and did it. Gareth tackled the ball off of one of the Maudlin Street boys.

Darvish ran up the outside and Gareth passed to him. Maudlin Street charged towards Darvish and he passed back to Gareth. Gareth panicked for a moment, then passed to Dennis, who weaved straight past the defence before booting it right over the goalie's head and...

into the back of the net! The keeper didn't stand a chance. Six, seven. The final whistle blew. It was all over. Shout at the crowd. You are my son!" shouted Dennis' dad. Dennis looked over and smiled. For a moment he thought he saw John's face in the crowd, but he couldn't be sure as everything seemed to blur in all the excitement. Gareth was first to go up and hug Dennis. Darvish was next. Within moments they were all hugging excitedly, celebrating their victory. The scull had never even got the semis before and now they'd won the cup. Dad couldn't contain his excitement and ran on to the pitch. He scooped Dennis up into his arms and sat him on his shoulders. This is my son, this is my boy! Shouted dad helpless with pride. The crowd

erupted with cheers again. Dennis smiled a thousand smiles. He looked down at Gareth, Darvish and the rest of the team all wearing their dresses. There's It's just one problem, Dennis thought.

I don't feel that different anymore, but he kept that thought to himself.

Chapter 19 — Dragged in the mud

The Maudlin Street team and their supporters stomped off, muttering things like, fix, rematch and bunch of woofters. Gareth passed the gleaming silver cup to Darvish to hold. The crowd cheered.

My son! My son, the footballer! And yellow is so your color! Dervish exclaimed Darvish's mum. Darvish looked over at his mum and held the cup to her. This is for you, mum. He said. She pulled out one of her tissues and wiped a tear from her eye. Darvish then passed the cup to Dennis. At that moment, Mr. Hortree reappeared.

Not you, boy! But sir, implored Dennis, you are still expelled from this school. The crowd started booing. Mack took a toffee bomb on out of his mouth momentarily joined in. Even Miss Windsor allowed herself a little French revolutionary boo.

Silence! And there was silence. Even the adults were scared. But I thought, said Dennis, whatever you thought, boy, was wrong! Snarled Mr. Hortrey. Now get off the school premises before I call the police.

But sir- Now! Dad waited in. Right idiot, yo," he said. Mr. Hortree was taken aback. No one had spoken to him like that before. My boy just won a cup for your school. Muth and Darvish helped too," added Darvish's mum.

Dennis was expelled, though, said Mr. Hortree with a sickening smug smile. You know what? I've got a good mind to shove that cup up your watsie," said Dad. Oh dear, he's more in bedder thing than me," muttered Darvish's mum.

Look, mister. Sims. And he's Dennis Sims. My son, Dennis Sims. Remember that name? If you're a famous footballer one day, you mark my words. And I'm his dad, and I couldn't be prouder.

Come on, son. Let's go home. Said dad as he took Dennis's hand and led him home across the pitch. Dennis's dress dragged in the mud, but he held dad's hand tightly as he sloshed through the puddles.

Chapter 20. Blows and skirt.

I'm sorry there's mud all over this, said Dennis, as he handed back the bridesmaid dress to Lisa. It was late that afternoon, and they were sat on the floor in her bedroom. Dennis, I'm sorry. I tried.

Said Lisa. Lisa, you were amazing. Thanks to you, I got to play in the final. That's what really mattered. I guess I just need to find another school that might take me. The boy in in the dress.

– Ward Lynn Street, maybe? – said Lisa with a smile. – Huh, Dennis laughed. They sat in silence for a moment. – I'm going to miss you, he said. – I'm going to miss you too, Dennis.

It's going to be sad not seeing you at school, but we can still get together at the weekends, can't we? – I want to. Thank you for everything, Lisa. – Well, have you got to thank me for? I got you expelled. – Dennis paused.

– Lisa, I want to thank you for opening my eyes. Lisa looked down, shyly. Dennis had never seen a look like that before. Well, thank you Dennis. That's the loveliest thing anyone's ever said to me.

Dennis smiled, and his confidence grew for a moment. And I have something to tell you Lisa. Something I've wanted to tell you for ages. Yes. I'm completely madly... Completely madly what?

But he just couldn't say it. Sometimes it's hard to say the things you feel. I'll tell you when I'm older. Promise Dennis? I promise. I hope he does. We will have someone who, when we are near them, her heart feels like it is in the sky.

But even when you are a grown-up, sometimes it's hard to say the things you feel. Lisa ran her hands through Dennis' hair. He shut his eyes, so he could feel it more. On the way home, Dennis will pass Raj's shop.

He wasn't going to stop, but Raj spotted him and came out of the shop to see him. Dennis, you look so sad. Come in, come in. What on earth is the matter young man? Dennis told him what had happened at the football match and Raj shook his head in disbelief.

You know the irony Dennis, proclaim Raj. Those people who are so quick to judge be they teachers or politicians or religious leaders or whatever are normally up to far worse themselves.

Maybe, Mehmed Dennis half listening. Not maybe Dennis is true. You know that headmaster of yours? What's his name? Mr. Hortree. That's it, Mr. Hortree. I could swear there's something strange going on with him.

Strange. Oz Dennis intrigued. I don't know for sure, but you see, he used to come in here every Sunday morning at seven o'clock for his telegraph. Same time every week on the dot. And then after a while he stopped coming and his sister came instead.

At least he said it was his sister. What do you mean? Well, I can't put my finger on it, but there's something very peculiar about that woman. Really what? Come tomorrow at 7am and see for yourself.

Raj tapped his nose. Now, do one the other half of that chombon. I can't seem to shift it. It's very early for a Sunday. Complained Lisa. 6.45. I should be in bed. I'm sorry, said Dennis.

So hooch is got a sister. So what? Well, Rah said there was something funny about her. Look, we better hurry up if we want to be there for seven." They quickened their pace along the cold misty streets.

The ground was damp from an overnight storm. No one else was up yet, and the absence of people gave the town an eerie feel. Lisa was of course wearing heels, though Dennis wasn't on this particular occasion.

All that could be heard was the click-clacking of her heels down the street. Then, out of the grey mist, stepped a very tall woman dressed in black. She entered the shop. Dennis checked his watch.

Seven o'clock precisely. That must be her! whispered Dennis. They tiptoed over to the shop window and peered through the glass. This woman was indeed buying a copy of the Sunday Telegraph.

So she's buying a newspaper, so what? whispered Lisa. Shhh! shushed Dennis. We haven't had a proper look at her yet! Raj spotted Dennis and Lisa through the glass and gave them a big wink as the the woman turned around. They retreated behind a bin as she made her way out of the shop.

Neither Dennis nor Lisa could believe what they saw. If it was Mr. Hortree's sister, it must have been his twin. She even had a moustache. The figure looked about to see no one was around and then hurried down the street. Dennis and Lisa looked at each other and smiled.

Gotcha! Mr. Hortree! shouted Dennis. The figure turned round and said in a low manly voice, Yes! before immediately raising his voice for a ladylike tone. Um, I mean, no. Dennis and Lisa approached.

I'm not Mr. Hortrey. No, no, definitely not. I'm his sister Doris. Come off it, Mr. Hortrey. Said Lisa. We may be kids, but we're not stupid. And why have you got a moustache? Accused Dennis.

I have a very slight facial hair problem. Was the high-pitched reply. Dennis and Lisa just laughed. Oh, it's you. The boy in the dress. Snarled Mr. Hortree in a low voice. He knew the game was up now.

Yes, replied Dennis. The boy you expelled for wearing a dress, and here you are wearing one yourself. It's not a dress, boy. It's a blouse and skirt, snapped Mr. Hortree. Nice heels, sir.

Said Lisa. Mr. Hortree's eyes bulged. What do you want from me?" he demanded. I want Dennis reinstated at the school. demanded Lisa. Impossible, I am afraid. Not wearing the correct school uniform is a very serious offence, said Mr. Hortrey, with headmasterly confidence.

Well, what if it got out that you like dressing like this? asked Lisa. You'd be a laughingstock. Are you trying to blackmail me? Mr. Hortrey asked severely. Yes. said Lisa and Dennis simultaneously.

Oh, said Mr. Hortrey, suddenly deflated. Well, it seems like I have no choice then. Come back to school on Monday morning, incorrect school uniform, boy! But you need to swear that you will never mention this to anyone," added Mr. Hortrey sternly.

I swear, said Dennis. Mr. Hortrey looked at Lisa. She was silent for a moment. the power she still had over him. She smiled wider than a grand piano. Oh, okay. I swear too. She said eventually. Thank you.

Oh, and another thing I almost forgot, said Dennis. Boy. Yeah, let's have proper footballs allowed in the playground at break time from now on. Continue Dennis confidently. It's no good playing with tennis balls.

Anything else? roared Mr. Hortree. Um, no, I think that's everything, said Dennis. Yeah, if we think of anything else, we'll let you know. Added Lisa. Thank you so much, said Mr. Hortree sarcastically.

You know, it's not always easy being a headmaster, shouting at people all the time, telling them off, expelling them. I need to dress up like this to unwind. Well that's cool, but why don't you try being a bit nicer to everyone?

Ask Lisa. Utterly absurd idea," replied Mr. Hortree. Uh, see you on Monday then, miss," said Dennis, laughing. Sorry, I mean, sir. Mr. Hortree turned and began to run home as fast as his heels would let him.

Just as he was about to disappear around the corner, he kicked his shoes off, picked them up and started sprinting. Dennis and Lisa laughed so loudly. I woke up the whole street.

Chapter 21 — big hairy hands

What are you wearing a note for? asked Dad. It was Monday morning and he was staring at Dennis, who was sitting at the kitchen table eating his rice crisps, and for the first time in a week wearing his school uniform.

I'm going back to school today, Dad, replied Dennis. The headmaster has changed his mind about me being expelled. Yes? Why? He's a nasty piece of work that man. It's a long story. I suppose he thought that dressing up wasn't so bad after all.

Well, he's right, isn't? You know, I was very proud of you out there on that pitch. You were very brave. That boy really did kick me pretty hard, said Dennis. I don't just mean that, I mean going out there in a dress. That was brave.

I wouldn't be able to do it. You're a great lad really, you are. It hasn't been easy for you since your mum left. I've been very unhappy and I know sometimes I've taken it out on you and your brother and I am sorry for that.

It's okay dad, I still love you. Dad reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out the photograph he had taken of his family at the beach. I didn't have the heart to burn its son. It's just too painful for me to look at photos like that.

I loved your mum very much, you see. I still love her now after everything. Being a grown-up's complicated like that. But it's your photo, Dennis. You keep it safe. Dad's hand trembled as he passed the charred photograph back to his son.

Dennis looked at it again. and slid it carefully into his breast pocket. Thanks, Dad, he said. What? Said John as he entered the room. You coming back to school then? Yeah, replied Dennis.

That stupid Ed Milster changed his mind. I did, Dad. Well, I think you were very brave going back. Said John as he put some stale slices of bread in the toaster. Some of the older kids might pick on you.

Dennis looked down at the liner. Well, you need to look after your brother then, don't you, John? Said Dad. Yeah, I will. If anyone has to go, I'll ever go back. You're my brother and I'll protect you."

"'Good boy, June,' said Dad, trying not to cry. "'Right, well, I, uh, I've gotta go boys. I've gotta drive a load of bog rolls to Breadford.' He walked over to the door and then turned back for a moment.

"'I am very proud of you both, you know. Whatever you do, you'd always be my boys. You're all I've got.'" He couldn't quite look at them as he spoke, and then he quickly left, shutting the door behind him. Dennis and John looked at each other.

It was as if an ice age had thawed, and the sun was shining for the first time in a million years. It's a shame you missed the final, said Dennis, as they walked to school together.

Yeah, said John. I just had to, you know, hang around outside the leisure centre with my mates. It's funny. I thought for a moment I saw your face in the crowd, but I suppose it must have been someone else.

of course. John coughed. Well, actually I sort of was there. I knew it! said Dennis smiling. Why didn't you let on? I was going to! spluttered John. But I just couldn't run on to the pitch at the end and do all that hugging stuff.

I wanted to on this but I dunno. Sorry. Well I'm glad you were there, even if you didn't tell me. You don't need to be sorry. Thanks. Sorry. They walked in silence for a moment. What still don't get though?

Pinched John. Is why you did it? Did what? Put on that dress in the first place. I don't know really, said Dennis. A puzzled look crossing his face. I suppose, cause it was fun. Fun?

Said John. Well, you know when we were younger and we used to run around the garden pretending to be Daleks or Spider-Man or whatever. Yeah. It felt like that. Like playing, said Dennis confidently.

Oh, I used to like playing. said John, almost to himself, as they continued down the street. What the... Said John, as he and Dennis entered Raj's shop to find Raj resplendent in a bright green sari, and wig, and full makeup.

Th! Said Raj, in a ridiculously high-pitched voice. Morning, Raj, said Dennis. Oh, no! I am not Raj! Said Raj. Raj is not here today, but he has left me in charge of the shop. I am his aunt Indira.

Raj, when I was you— said John. Oh, dear— said Raj, rejected. I've been up since dawn putting this look together. What gave it away so quickly? The stubble, said Dennis. The Adam's apple?

Added John. Those big hairy hands continued Dennis. All right, all right, to get the point, said Raj hurriedly. I was hoping I'd get my own back by fooling you, Dennis, after you played that trick on me.

Well, you very nearly did for me, Raj, said Dennis kindly. He was incredibly convincing as a woman. He smiled, looking admiringly at Raj's outfit. So where did she get the sari? Oh, it's my wife's.

Luckily, she's a very big lady, so it's a good fit. Raj lowered his voice for a moment and he looked around so no one else could hear. She doesn't know I've got it on, so if you see her it's best not to mention it.

So, K. Raj, we won't, said Dennis. Thank you so much. Good tip about your headmaster, Mr. Hotrey, yes? Raj with a wink of his eyeliner caked high. Oh yes, thank you, Raj," said Dennis, winking back.

What's that about Hortree? asked John. Oh, nothing. He just likes to read the Sunday Telegraph. That's all, said Dennis. Hmm. Well, we'd better go. We're going to be late," said John, tugging his brother's arm.

Um, just his bag of quivers, please, Raj. By two bags of quivers, I give you one extra one free. Said Raj, with great delight at his new special offer. All right, then, said John. Sounds good.

He picked up another bag of quavers and gave it to Dennis. Raj then produced a single quaver from a bag. And there is your free quaver. So that's two bags of quavers, 58p. Thank you so much.

John looks confused. Good luck today, Dennis. Exclaim Raj as the two boys left his shop. I'll be thinking of you.

Chapter 22 One Thing Left To Do

Entering the school gates, Dennis spotted Darvish waiting for him, holding a brand new football. Do you fancy a kick about? Asked Avesh. My mum bought me this yesterday. We're allowed to play with proper footballs in the playground now.

He added, bouncing the ball triumphantly. Really? Said Dennis. I wonder why Hortrey changed his mind. Do you want to play then? Asked Avesh eagerly. At that moment Dennis saw Miss Windsor parking her yellow Citroen 2CV.

It wasn't so much a car, more a dustbin on wheels, but it was French and she loved it. I'll catch up with you at break. Okay," said Dennis. Okay, Dennis. We'll have a proper game then," replied Darbysh, doing keepy-uppies as he made his way to the classroom.

John, wait here a moment, will you? said Dennis. There's one thing I still need to do. Dennis took a deep breath. Miss! he called out. John hung back a little. Oh, it's you all? said Miss Windsor frostily.

What do you want? I just wanted to say I'm really sorry. I am, I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have said that you didn't have a good French accent. Miss Windsor remained silent and Dennis squirmed, trying to think of something else to say.

Because you do. You actually have a really good French accent, Miss Mademoiselle. It sounds like you actually are a proper French person. Well, thank you, Dennis. Merci beaucoup, Denise, as I would say in français.

Said Miss Windsor, warming a little. And well done on Saturday, wonderful match. You actually looked very convincing in a dress, you know. Thank you, Miss. Actually, I'm glad you're here.

Said Miss Windsor. You see, I've written a play. Oh yes? Said Dennis with trepidation. Yes, it's a play about the life of Joan of Arc, the 15th century French religious martyr. Wow, that sounds...

None of the girls want to play her. her. Anyway, I thought it would be fascinating to have a boy play her, as she, of course, was a girl who wore boys' clothing. Dennis, I think you would make a very memorable Joan."

Dennis looked at his brother for help, but John just smoked. Well, it certainly sounds… interesting. Wonderful! Let's meet up at break time and discuss it over a pan of chocolà. Okay, Miss," said Dennis, trying to hide his dread. He walked away slowly and quietly, as you might retreat from a bomb that may be about to go off.

Oh, I should have said the player's entirely in French. Au revoir! She called after him. Au revoir! He called back in the most unfrench accent he could manage. Now that I can't wait to see.

Said John, laughing. As they walked off together towards the main school building, John put his arm around him. Dennis Smile. The world felt different. This audiobook is published by Harper Collins Audio.

It was written by me, David Walliams, and read by myself and Matt Lucas. It was produced by Caroline Miller at Talking Issues, and the music was by Mark Morris. Recording took place at the Cauldron Recording Studios in Dublin.

Thank you for listening. Goodbye.